4/30
I should in a way, but I don�t.
He�s screwed me over too many times,
To know.
To care�
I don�t.
He says he does,
No one knows if he does.
He says he�s changed, but
He�s said it before.
I want to believe him,
I try to believe him.
I love him�
But I can�t.
I�ve been hurt too many times,
Doesn�t he see?
Doesn�t he see what he does to me?
Doesn�t he see why I can�t believe him?
Cuz if I believe him..
It means death.
If he hurts me again�
If he rips my heart out
And dances on my grave�
I won�t last.
I�ve lasted this long like this,
Dare I change?
Dare I not believe him,
Dare I not do what he says?
Dare I think for myself?
No.
Don�t think.
Don�t ever think.
Believe him?
I want to.