4/30
Things happened
People found out
And everything went wrong.
Fought like cats and dogs
Worlds came crashing down
Insults hurled like bombs
And hearts being broken
All the time.
Sometimes I wonder
If its even worth it
I mean, c�mon
Fat bitch?
Manipulative?
Vindictive little fool?
Things hurt,
Things can�t be taken back,
Months of friendship
Lost in an instant.
Then you came back
Like you always do
Begging forgiveness
Saying sorry.
We both screwed up.
Not just you
Not just me
Both of us.
Trust can�t be gained
I don�t believe you
Most of the time.
Sometimes you mean it,
Sometimes�.
Betrayal
Pain
Anger
Frustration
Bleeding
Pain�
Pain is an escape from pain.
Like drugs and drinking..
Like abuse ... and self mutilation
Like me.
Red flag
Revenge
Wait and see
If you change
To tell you
What I�ll do.