I said the wrong things
I didn't think it mattered what I felt
I didn't think you cared how I was
I just dud what I always do
I screwed things up with you
(chorus) I don't know why I said those things
I don't know why I am this way
I cannot change the way I am
I cannot be the way you want
I've tried to correct my wrongs
I've tried to be with you
I can't take back the mistakes I made
How can I make it up to you
I'm so fucked up inside
I can't get past the barrier
Will you help me break it down
You made me feel the best I ever have
It pains me to see you angry at me
(chorus)
I didn't mean for this to happen
You didn't need to hear this now
I don't know myself anymore
I've forgotten everything
My mind is crippled
My body can't go on
I cannot do this anymore
I'm sick and tired of this
I don't want to hurt you anymore