Time is winding down... the 4th is the day that me and Moe finally meet in the flesh. He says he has a tummy full of butterflies. I don't really have them, but then I've "been there, done this" before with meeting someone from the net. And it does get easier each time. I've noticed that the first few times I met someone from the net I had a lot of expectations, much more than I've had with meetings of late. I've come to know what to expect, or better yet, what not to expect. I think that Moe is having more expectations than he's admitting to. It's only natural. I think he's going to be in for a little bit of a let down. I almost wish I wasn't the first he's meeting from the net.

Even though I've been hesitant about this meeting between me and Moe, the hesitation stems from all the problems that COULD arise should we hit it off, not in the actual meeting itself.

Moe,

I've done some thinking, having established that I at least feel we would be compatible, decided I wanted to meet you at any cost. At first, because of the distance between us, I hadn't considered the possibility... but as I began to discover who you were, I knew that you were someone I wanted, and needed, to meet.

Meeting real time is not always an easy experience. The pressure is really on. Just because two people can hit it off with the exchange of emails, or on the phone, it's no indication that in real time things will go along smoothly or that the attraction will be there.

As far as expectations, no one can honestly say they don't have any. My expectations are that I expect we'll get along well, be able to talk, have a good time, enjoy each others company. My hopes � that we'll be able to determine during our time together if the 'chemistry' is there and if this relationship is something we'd like to pursue. We're going to be on a limited time schedule so I imagine things will move quickly in one direction or other for us. But then again, maybe the time we spend together won't be long enough for us to make that determination.

Doll Face

Well, in any event, I'll know more very, very soon...