Staring onto the moving screen.
A thousand thoughts in my mind,
But totally no words delivered out.
It is strange that jokes can be easily shared,
But feelings of the heart are otherwise.
At times I wondered,
Are things in life pre-destined?
Your parents, your friends and the paths you choose,
Are already pre-destined the day you are born.
No matter how hard you tried to fight it,
Some things are just not meant to be.
A split second makes all the differences,
But never the way you want it to be.
Oh, the great One above, do answer me why.
Why you make some go through all the sufferings,
And yet others a plain sailing life?
Issit much to ask for,
A kinder road at the end of the journey?
But you give him otherwise,
A lonely and dark journey till the end of the world.
Please, please, let me be strong,
To go through all these again,
And be there for him.
Written on 29/09/2002
Posted on KoB forum
No words can describe my feelings now.
My uncle suffered a stroke yesterday and I am worried for my grandpa. Why must he go through the pains of losing his sons, not once but twice?