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| " I am predictable in the unpredictable future." Does the tittle strikes you ? If it does, you will know this story is meant for you coz I had sms u the phrase a while back. You had known I had wrote a story here b4. But did it ever occurs to you that I will write a story of us now? It had been more than 1.5mths since we got to know each other. We had both enjoyed talking on the phone to each other, almost everynite, even be it one minute when we are both busy or a few hrs when we are both free. We were able to share our deepest secrets and feelings to each other then. The chats would seem endless and not to forget our same beliefs and values in life. We had met up and the feelings between us was so strange. There seems so much about my life that I wanted to share with you, but I did not know how to and vice versa. At times I wondered if it was because we had chatted too much on the phone and our different lifestyles that was causing this. We were not able to feel comfortable sharing our innermost feelings to someone we had just seen in real life. We tried to start a relationship going but unsuccessful. In the end we choose back to be friends again. Just then the question popped up again after a while "If we are merely friends, would we be talking to each other on the phone almost everynight?" I guessed that was when you realised that something was going onz between both of us again and you tried not to call me for the next few days. Both of us were still uncomfortable with the idea of the person in front of us, but the feelings seemed so deep still. I really miss you, now, at this very minute. I wishes to tell you to give us more time for us to develope whatever feelings we might have for each other. I wishes so much to tell you that maybe at the end of the day, we might realised we are the ones for each other after going through all these cirles. I wishes so much to tell u that i have turned into a much better person coz of your existence in my life.I hope I have the same effect on you though.I wishes so much for the day you will stop smoking not because I asked u to but coz of ur love for me. Maybe time will let both of us forget about the sweet memories we have had together. Maybe I am just another passerby in your life. Maybe.. we will end up realising we really care and love for the other party .. maybe .. Written on 11th April 2001 Posted at Catcha-stories |
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