I don�t want to remember The feeling hurt so fucking bad. But somehow they always seem to surface And then I�m left with nothing, Just a big fucking hole to let in the cold. My bones get so chilled And I could swear they�re loosing mass every day. My soul feel so hollow- I wonder if I�ll always feel this way? But how am I supposed to forget!? He fucked me over- inside and out! I sometimes get upset. And there are times when holding back my tears is Next to impossible! I feel empty- And I know others sense it. But they can not see it all. If they could then maybe they�d feel 1/100th of what I feel ~Maybe~ My days are filled with anxiety My nights- like an insomniac I sleep! And I sit here and ponder the question, Will I ever be the same again?
