Lies

Did you really mean it
When you said you loved me?
Did you do it on purpous?
Or could you just not see?

You hurt me so much!
Oh, you wouldn't understand.
But when I look at you
I see anything but a man.

When you spelled out your last name
and you put mine before
Did you really intend to
walk out that fucking door.

Did you really mean to
base our whole relationship on lies?
And did you just pretend not to
hear my hidden cries.

Did you really mean it,
When you said you loved me?
Did you do it on purpous?
Or could you just not see.

Then you left,
my life for good.
I was sure I could make it
- I knew I could.

Then one night
I recieved a call
It was you- How could it be
I wish I never knew you at all.

You were back in town
but already had 3 chicks.
You'd leave them in a little while
when you got your fix.

OR atleast that's what you said
until you weren't drunk.
Afterwards you told me everything I wanted to hear.
and with every word my heart sunk.

You'd leave them for me.
Any night, Any day!!!
I was ONLY girl you ever loved,
atleast that's what you say.

Did you really mean it,
When you said you loved me?
And when I hung up on you-
Did you finally see?

-Vampyre Rose