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Welcome
to my website. If you follow link 'the
haiku' above you will find my haiku. For
the homepage of this site, I intend to post short essays from time to time
about my experiences in haiku writing.
In this debut essay, I will explain why I started writing my daily
haiku.
As
a teenager I was a fan of the Calvin and
Hobbes comic strip. Reading it, I
became intrigued by the artistic process of producing it. The pace of creating a piece of art on a
daily basis impressed me. While reading
the collections, the day to day progress Bill Watterson
made as an artist is very transparent.
While each strip is a piece on its own, the collection shows an artist
exploring, sometimes failing, but often reveling in some new discovery. That process was something I wanted to engage
in myself.
A
few years ago I saw an exhibit of Edwin Dickinson's art. He would spend many years working on large
intricate pieces, but he also produced an interesting series of quickies that
he called premier coups ("first strikes"). These were simple spontaneous works painted
in one sitting, most of which were done en
plein air.
I connected with this artistic experience immediately. I once had an idea for a short story on my
way home from work, and then wrote it in its entirety that evening. The thought of having completed something so
new, something that I hadn't even conceived of yet when I woke up that day, was
quite satisfying.
Several
years ago I read that the lyricist in my favorite band was going to write a
haiku each day for a year. This prompted
me to look up what a haiku is. I didn't
have any inclination to try writing them at the time, but the idea of writing a
small poem each day stayed with me.
Then
I bought a book, an empty book with a blue cover and gray lines on the pages. At the time of the purchase, I was thinking
that I might start keeping a diary. Recording
the daily facts of my life did not appeal to me, so I tried thinking of a novel
way to record some of my more interesting life experiences. None of these ideas ever took root and I
never started a diary. But that empty
book sat on my desk waiting to be filled.
For more than a year it sat there and I looked at it almost every day.
Then
last year, when I was busy with a full time job plus graduate school, I felt
myself growing more and more frustrated with my lack of creative output. My responsibilities wouldn't allow me to
commit to writing a novel, so I tried to think of other means of artistic
expression that could help defuse my frustrations. Writing a daily haiku seemed feasible.
I
thumbed through a few books and did some internet surfing to find out exactly
what a haiku is. I learned that most
people don't agree. Before I started, I
knew that part of my journey would involve trying all the different types of
haiku. I would follow some rules and
then break them the next month. I would
seek out what I thought was a true haiku.
My exploration of what makes a real
haiku will follow in future essays.
I
hoped to start my daily haiku on the first day after the final exam for my
summer course, but I had a haiku moment a week earlier. I've been writing one a day ever since.
I
don't know anyone else who does this, but I don't think it is very odd. After all, how many people do crossword
puzzles every day? In my mind, a daily
haiku is the same thing, only creative rather than deductive. I have incorporated this daily task into my
lifestyle. It keeps me occupied while
waiting in line or stuck in traffic. In
these situations turning a haiku over in my mind has a relaxing effect. Having a daily haiku to write has also made me
be more observant of the world around me, and more appreciative of the
details. The search for haiku moments is
now ingrained in my subconscious. My
daily haiku keep my brain in shape. They
build my vocabulary, as I find myself consulting the dictionary every other
day.
Every
once in a while I will surprise myself with a good haiku; on those nights I go
to bed very satisfied with the day's output.
As a result of having to produce one each day some are bound to be
awful. In these cases, I have to settle
on something that won't be embarrassing and go to bed. Each day has new hope however as I start over. Each day's haiku has the potential to be my
best. I have stretches where ideas flow
and good haiku appear day after day, and then I have weeks when I
struggle. There are nights when I can't
go to bed because I don't have a haiku yet.
But then the tide turns and I surprise myself once again.
Haiku
are meant to be experienced, not merely read.
So don't read the haiku like you're reading a novel. Give each one a little bit of time. Reread it a few times. Experience the moment the haiku is trying to
capture. If you don't like it, move
on. I guarantee that there will be many
you don't like. But out of the hundreds
of haiku, I hope you will also find one or two or a few that you do like, that
mean something to you, that portray a moment you would like to hold in you
mind, that you would like to repeat from time to time.
Happy
hunting!
C.M.S. - 1 JULY 2005
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