What I wouldn't give
Or Do
For peace
What a gift
For a lovely man such as you
Would roses bring you peace?
Or would it just bring you heartache?
Just wondering
What I can do
To ease your hurt
Ease your way
End your pain
Would it help if I came home?
But what about me
Who am I?
Could I give all that up again?
I dont know
We'll have to see what the future brings.
Pain is all i know
Few moments of happiness
Here and there
To make life livable
Palatable
Oh great Teacher
Great Tormentor
I love you,
Yet I hate you
You are a constant
Never far
I want you
I need you
To make me feel alive
I cant write
Can't open up the well
Of my heart
To let the feelings flow
To let the torrent begin
Release the pain
Begin to heal
Im not ready
Dont want to face it
Voice it
Feel it
It hurts too bad
To lose the best friend ive ever had