Hey hey Nei! My Love... You're the best bud a girl could ever have, I'm so grateful for all that you have done for me... No one could ever replace you... You are my true friend and I really miss you now that your up in L.A. I know we'll stay the best of friends... I never want our friendship to fade away just cuz we're not in the same state... And hey, come to think of it... We're not doing too bad... I mean we still talk to each other all the time... hehe... We might not know every little thing in each other's lives, like before, but its still pretty good... Don't you think? I cherish all the memories that we have shared and will share in the future... Through good times and bad you were there for me and what I have to say is thanks... We will always be drinking buddies (Smirnoff Ice Girl and Wine Cooler Girl), shopping buddies, hot topic buddies ;), dance partners, wake-up buddies, "lovers" (hehe), and especially TWINS! Oh and we can never forget that we're CHINK SISTAHS! Hehe... *Sigh* Its so hard without you... But I'm working on it... Especially with you, Steven, and Maho gone... I don't have anyone to tease... hehe... not only that though, but we can't really have these long ass talks about any random thing that always ends up leading to something that relates to sex... hehe... Now I have no one to keep up at night when I'm not tired and acting all delirious... Yea you know what I'm talking about. hehe... Oh yea there will be NO BOOMBA goin on, alrite. Good... just as long as we're clear on that... hehe... You sexaholic you... Yea I know your frustrated right now... But just remember I'm there for you... In a non-sexual way... hehe... Oh yes and I'll never forget how I was such a GOOD influence on you. Nah but you know how much I look after you and make sure your all g. But thanks for understanding all the things in my life, things that I know others wouldn't understand or could relate with. We've been through a lot and I know that those experiences just brought us closer together. I don't know how I went through life not having such a good friend like you. Just remember that no matter where I am or how far apart we are you can always come to me with anything and I'll listen. Even if it is 1 o'clock in the morning, and I'm already sleeping! Yea you know what I'm talking about. If not I'll give you a hint... the ER... hehe... Hey you know what's kinda scary I know we can live together cause of all the times I stayed with you... You know when I "lived with you" during spring break, and parts of summer, plus when we went to L.A. together. Damn that's a lot of seeing each other. Plus the fact that we practically saw each other everyday, if not then we talked to each other everyday... Its like we're MARRIED!... hehe... Yea but we've had a lot of good memories and shared many laughs, things that I will never forget. But thanks for letting me stay at your place in LA... I know its hard to start a new life over there but just remember that you still have your friends down here who care deeply about you... I don't want to hear that you've done something that I know you would never do, especially if it deals with something that will hurt you or give you a bad effect after... So just be safe... And even though I'm no longer physically with you remember you can still come to me for help and I will always be there for you... Maybe not physically but ALWAYS in spirit... So just call me up or email me when you have a problem kay... Which of course you know I don't mind you doing, cause you do it all the time... hehe... But I'm just glad I can help my buddy out... Don't forget the old fashion mail is still pretty cool to get too... It makes me feel special... hehe... I can't begin to describe how much you've made an impact on my life. There aren't enough stars in the universe to count for how many times you have been there for me and made my life so great. For all that you have done I just want to say Thank you for everything and I LOVE YOU my "lover." Hehe... ;) But seriously you're the greatest and I will definitely treasure our friendship to the end of time, or at least until I die. Hehe... I'm always gonna be there for you no matter what. Just remember you'll never be replaceable... Oh yea and thanks for always giving me a home when I felt like being a hobo. And I'm sorry for stealing Lili in my sleep... hehe... I really thought it was Cashew... I don't even know how she got in my arms... I promise... hehe... Besides you stole Cashew too... Might I add, MANY times! Yea I know your gonna miss waking up next to me in the mornings... hehe... In a roll! haha... I hope you still remember that... If not just remember, your grandma's house, big fluffy blanket that I liked jumping on... hehe... There is so much more I want to say to you but you know this page would just go on forever so I'm just gonna stop for now. But I'll talk to you later... Just wanted to add something on... Thanks for being there for me when I feel like life isn't worth it anymore... And you know what I'm talking about... Your one of those true friends... You can even tell something's wrong when we're online! Now that's what a call a great friend... And even though your not here with me on this island I know your still here for me... Maybe not physically but your here spiritually... If it weren't for you I don't know what I'd be doing right now... I don't even know if I'd be here right now... Or if I'd be off doing some stupid shit, who's knows what would be happening to me... I know that you will always be there when I need you... Thanks so much for everything... Your the best friend I ever had...
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