| May 7, 2006 Title - Life Life! What is it really about? I remember when everything seemed so simple, So easily understood. No worries and no concerns. Those were good days. Young days. Days of my youth that only seem to be fading. How did things become so difficult? Whom should I trust? What should I be doing with my life? Should I leave or should I stay? Where should I go? Why am I here on this Earth? What is my path, my destiny? I do not know this. I can not see the future, for it is hazy. Clouded by a path I chose and now wish to forget. My heart felt love once and now it feels betrayed. It tries to move forward with each day, But can not seem to let anybody else in. A clouded door now. Does anyone or anything hold the key to opening it? How will I know it is time and the right match? I do not know how or when. I do not know God's almighty plan. All I can do is live and pray. It is MY LIFE! |
| May 7, 2006 Title - You You, You keep haunting my life and you are still living. We had a life together A plan we set out to live. But all you brought to my life is much despair. Sadness, loneliness all I began to feel. It was emotional pain, emotional abuse. I feared leaving you most. I feared staying with you second. All my dreams I had with you were falsified. They were dreams of something I had no power to make happen. Alone I could not make happen. Alone is what you left me. I was the one to call it off. To run away from emotional distress. But staying with you I was just the same. Running from myself and not allowing me to breathe. Be happy and enjoy my life and everything and everyone in it. All I ever wanted but you could not give it to me. I need to give it to myself. Why I left? I left to find myself. Who I am? I am seeking and hope to find. Rekindle the light. The spirit that is trying to reach me. Guide me home and Guide me through. MY LIFE! I will find, some day soon. And bring a smile to the frown you left upon my face. |
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