| May 31, 2006 Title - My Dearest Friend Friend. My heart bleeds for you. It longs to be loved in your arms, But shys away from the truth, For it is you it waits for. In writing this, it scares me. Terrified, I have walked too many steps. Fearful of losing something more valuable. But loving you, I can't deny. Am I wrong? Should these feelings stay repressed? Could they ever be shared? By you, along the way, someday? I'm losing my senses. All control, out of control. What to do? What to say? So much can be won, And yet, so much can be lost. But knowledge of your thoughts, Your feelings, Are in despair? I may be alone in this. And if that's what must be, Then it's where I'll stand. For friend, I will always care so deeply. |