| December 24, 2005 Title - I am SORRY, FORGIVE ME! I am SORRY, for my heart became misplaced And anger encompassed my face. It shatters me so, That I could not tell you all you needed to know. I took some time and collected all thoughts. Now I know I played the part of the fool. You know the hardships I have recently endured. My emotions run wild and free and controlled the better part of me. I know where you stand. I heard every word. I am not pushing to be your better half. Your friendship is all I am asking from thee. And time will tell, if a future we have. But for now in the moment that was, I am SORRY. I was ridiculously unwise and completely irrational. I hope you can find it in your heart to FORGIVE ME! |
| December 19, 2005 Title - Lost and Found I pray the Lord my soul to keep For on that day I lost my feet. I lived for love and love I did, But as did, My heart skipped a beat, When it found lost in the heat. I stumbled and fell And could not compel. It was my fate My destiny to an uncertain gate. I lost all control The dice of life began to roll. Stranded and scared I was not prepared. A fork in the road, which do I take The past I will forsake. Beginning anew It is hard to view. But a strong mind, body, and soul Can help to console A damaged heart Of which, decided to depart. Wondering free To new elements it must be. Is it the end that is near? Or a new journey to bear? I will not continue this sabotage For it is all a mirage. I will now stop this talk And begin to walk. Stand up tall And climb the wall. Leaving footsteps along the track Hope and faith will bring me back. No fear left behind My future I will find. |
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