Name: Terra Taylor
Yahoo ID: playboychick1
Age: 15
Birthday: October 6, 1985
Location: Alturas, CA
E-mail: [email protected]
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Your job (SAHM included): Student
How old were you when you had your first baby?: will be 16
Due Date: December 4, 2001
A little about you and your children: I'M A PREGNANT, 15 YEAR OLD HIGHSCHOOL STUDENT. I'M EXPECTING MY DAUGHTER ON DECEMBER 4TH OF THIS YEAR. I LIVE WITH MY YOUNGER SISTER NIKKI, WHO IS 14, IN THE TEENY TOWN OF ALTURAS, CALIFORNIA.

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Story:
     I don't really know where to start. To tell you the truth, before I got pregnant, I looked at teen moms in the same way most of the rest of society does...as a burden. I never really liked children as didn't plan on ever having any. So you can imagine my reaction when I found out I was pregnant. If not, keep reading, you'll find out.
     I've always been the popular one. The party girl. I moved to Alturas in August of 2000 and left in September. I had a fall out with a long time addiction to speed and was sent back to rehab. When I got out, I was sent back to Alturas to live with my mother, that was January 11th.
    I started school again and began to party with the local kids in town. I had a lot of fun with them. I met Seth in January and I couldn't stand him. He was always trying to hook up with me and flashing his "family money" around. I was utterly annoyed with him from the moment we set eyes on eachother. He always threw parties at his grandfathers large house in the
mountains, and of course, I was always there. I was really drunk one night and he kissed me in the hot tub. I kept pulling away, but he wouldn't take no for an answer.I mean, he had just had sex like 15 minutes before with this other girl and now he was trying to kiss me!
    Two days later, he called me and asked if I wanted to cruise Main with him. I said yeah, and he picked me up. We cruised for a while with a few other people, got drunk and partied like normal. By the end of the night, we were kissing. He drove me home that night and we had sex in his truck, on the side of the road and when we got back to my house, he asked if he could stay. I told him yes. I don't really know if it was just the alcohol or what, but he was really beginning to grow on me.
     We were together from that point on. We were having sex all the time in the beginning. I got pregnant in early March and I just knew right away that I was pregnant. I don't really know how I knew, I just felt it inside. I took a test in the middle of
March and it was positive. I cried and my friend Claudia was my shoulder to lean on.
     When I told Seth, he cried. We were at a party. We cried together in the bathroom. He asked me to marry him and I said yes. He said our baby deserved a good life, I agreed. All his friends taunted me the whole night, by telling me it wasn't his and I was lying about being pregnant all together. I was so pissed. Why would I lie about being pregnant? In my eyes, at that time, it was the worst thing that ever happened to me. Seth drove me home that night, his friends were in the car, he allowed them to talk massive amounts of shit on me like I wasn't even there.
    He walked me inside and told me to call him on the morning. I told him no. He said he would call me in the morning. Once again, I told him no. I told him that maybe we just shouldn't talk for a while? I mean...how could he let his friends treat me that way? I told him to leave and he did.
   He called me the next morning and I took him back. the first of many foolish things I would do in our relationship. We headed down a rocky road of him staying out all hours of the night, making me have sex with him all the time, using my house to throw his all night beer bashes. He was bringing girls home and having sex with them in our bed. It was the first time I had ever allowed a guy to treat me that way, but I felt I had to agree with what he wanted, for the baby.
    I continued to allow him to mistreat me for a couple months and then I finally broke it off. I ended up getting a restraining order against him, he threatened to kill me a few times and actually ran me off the road once. He broke the restraining order on a regular basis, and tried to pay some local junkies in town to kill me.
    He has a new GF now, and she hates me just as much as I hate her and she enjoys harassing me just as much as he does. I don't care about either of them though.
    I admit, I do miss him a lot. I miss cuddling with him while I slept and rubbing his little nose in the morning when i woke up before. It hurts a lot because I really did love him and I gave him my all and I know that I am better off without him.
    Being pregnant is really hard. I had a tough time staying clean in the beginning.Its like, I just didn't want to accept the fact that I was a baby having a baby. I made an appointment for an abortion in May and I backed out the night before.I just couldn't imagine MURDERING a little baby because I couldn't keep my legs closed! I was drinking heavily until that point,
and I finally said no. My baby doesn't deserve this. She deserves a chnace at being healthy. One thought I often pondered was why I had gotten pregnant all of a sudden. I had been having sex for a year and a half and I couldn't count my partners on two hands alone...why now? well, because its time. I believe that in life, everything happens for a reason. Getting pregnant got me clean for good. I'm doing well now,up at 6 am every morning and in bed no later than 10. I take a nap every day and I eat well. Most of my friends have turned their backs on me because of my new lifestyle, but my child is more important to me than partying.
     I am proud to say that I am eagerly awaiting the birth of my daughter and I've never been happier in my life! it gets hard, but my mom is totally supportive and i'm very thankful that she's here for me.