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| 5~03~05 Hi everyone! Thanks so much for being interested in my life. I am honored that you would take the time to look at my pics an read my quotes. I will be adding stuff here in the next few weeks so please check back often. I've been workin on this site for about 2 wks now an Im so glad that I finally have it up an goin! Its a great distraction from all the day to day stresses that I deal with in my life. I will add another entry here in the future but for now Im goin to sit back an take a deep breath an relax! Thanks again! *~*Connie*~* |
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| 6-7-05 Well hot damn tomorrow my little brother grads from the 8th grade tomorrow. I can't freakin believe it! My little bro is just not so little any more! Damn how time flies...an to top it all off he got himself a gf! Wow ok well I gotta get my butt in bed. Yesterday my dad turned 41 an I drank a bottle of vodka an ya let's just say it's been a rough day! lol Good night ya'll! *~*Connie*~* |
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| 5~30~05 Hey everyone I obviously haven't written in my journal in a long time. So here is my update on my life so far. I went to Colorado last week for my brothers graduation. He graduated from John Mall High School on May 21, 2005. I was an still am so proud of him. We threw a big ol party for him which was off the hook! I have pics but Im not sure that I'll put them on here. But any ways I had an awesome time I got to see my best friend Art an we hung out pretty much the whole time. Love that guy! He's awesome! I also got to see my cousin an her baby an my friend Phil. So it was a time of catchin up an all that. Of course there was drama while I was there but I don't wanna get into it cause its a pretty deep case an ya just don't wanna go into details on here. I seen my dads mother an sister while I was there you may wonder why I didn't say "g-ma" or "aunt" well to me they don't deserve those titles. Those are titles of love an respect an those ppl don't deserve it. They haven't had anything to do with me till about a year ago. An in my eyes if you cant be there with me through my whole childhood don't bother when Im an adult. When I needed a g-ma I had one person there an she is my hero my superwoman she is my one an only g-ma. ok Im goin to go now an add some more pics...so until next time. *~*Connie*~* |
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| 7~10~05 Well it's been a while since I've posted anything so here's the latest dish. June was the hardest month of my life I must say I really hate that month! On June 29 2004 my cousin Derek was murdered when he was leavin a bar & grill in pueblo, Colorado. So needless to say June is a really emotional month for me because of that. I pretty much cried every day because all I could think about was this time last year Dj was alive an well....lookin forward to his future never knowing that his future was about to end. It breaks my heart into a million pieces to think about it! Im not whining or anything because I know God has a plan for us an Im thankful for the 20yrs we got with him. So thankful for all the awesome memories I have of him from when we were kids. So to all you people out there treat every day as your last, let the people you care about know it for you never know when your precious time on earth is threw. So too all my friends an family ya'll know who you are THANK YOU AN I LOVE YA'LL!!! To Art C. with out you I wouldn't be here today! Thanks so much for all you've done for me! ~~*R.I.P Derek James Cordova! Forever remembered!!*~~ |
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| 7~21~05 Yesterday I found out that a friend that I went to school with was brutally murdered. She was only 20 yrs old an had EVERY reason to be living. She has a 2 yr old daughter who she adored. S.S my heart breaks for your daughter an your family may you R.I.P 7~20~05 |
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| 7~24~05 Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse for my family an I, I wake up to find out the bastard that killed my cousin was found inoocent of 2nd degree murder. He was charged with 3 counts of meanacing of a deadly weapon he'll be senteced in Oct. So much for the justice system! |
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