With Love, Mamo-chan By Klutz Part 1/1 Rat: G lunap@lunap.com NEWS: Okay, I'm having trouble with the ftp at the moment on my site, (Luna P dot Com) so I've got a mirror up with all the edits for you people at www.homestead.com/usapv/lunapcom.html So you can go there I guess. Um... that's all! Oh, 'cept one thing, this takes place in an alternate SMReturn okay? With Love, Mamo-chan It's been a hard few weeks. I'm not sure how much longer I can keep up my life at this rate. I'm sure I'm going insane. Just a few months ago I woke up from a dream. Oh, well, not really a dream, but I guess you could say I had been delusional for awhile there. I have just recently come to terms with myself you see. I have finally admitted, (to myself, not to anyone else, not even Motoki-kun) that I am head over heels, completely and irrevocably in love, with Tsukino Usagi. Well, that’s very nice you say! I know, isn't it? Oh yes, you want to know what I'm going to do about all this now. Well, I've decided that since I don't think I could face her rejection in person, I'll send her a letter. Sort of. Um, well, read this and you'll understand I guess. My Dear Odango Atama, You know Odango, I haven't really known you very long, or even very well yet. I guess that’s my fault, but really, what did you expect? I can't very well speak, let alone think properly with you around! I guess I've been meaning to tell you this for a few weeks now, but well, I guess I can only just come out and say it. I love you Usako. Usako, I like that name for you. Would you mind if I called you that? I mean, I'm sure you'd rather I call you just about anything besides Odango (though you haven't seemed to mind as much lately), but, could you stand that from me? Usako, just, don't totally kill me here all right? If you think you could even feel something in the slightest for me, please, tell me too? With Love, Mamo-chan. There, is that all that bad? Oh, I hope not… But I can't give it too her yet. You see I'm not completely without a plan here! I'm going to give it to her latter, maybe sometime after this week. I just have to at least be friends with her first, or I know I would utterly fail. For now though, I've heard that Natsumi and her brother are sick, so I'd better go bring her some flowers. After all, she was in my play and all. I'll be back soon… So here I am, walking down the street to the apartments where Natsumi is staying. No one has ever seen their parents, I wonder, are they like me? I sigh and look down at the roses again. I sure hope they like these. The streets are quiet in this part of town, and the sun is setting behind me. Its only about seven at night, I hope she isn't too tired to take these. Hey! There's Usako is front of me! Why is she staring up at their building? Maybe she's going to visit them too? Or maybe, shudder, she has a thing for Natsumi's brother. Oh please, please say that isn't it. "Kon-wa Odango! Are you visiting them too?" I call out to her. She turns and smiles, but she looks sad. I wonder what's wrong? Please don't be sad Usako… "Ara, Kon-wa Mamoru-kun. You're not going up there are you?" Why does she sound so worried? "Hai, I am Odango, why? Just giving Natsumi and her brother some flowers," I say, lifting the roses up a bit. Her eyes flash with something, then return to that sadness, "They did help me out with the play and all." She frowns and looks away, up at the sky. I start to walk inside but she yells after me. Maybe she's jealous? I hope so… "Wait! Mamoru-kun, you can't go in there, it's dangerous! Oh, I gotta follow him…" And the next thing I know, we're both going to visit Natsumi. *** I don't know what happened. One minute I was talking with Seijourou, and the next Usako and I were having the energy sucked right out of us by a giant tree that apparently lived in their 'rooms'. Oh heck, Usako, I'm sorry I didn't believe you, I'm sorry… The world went black. *** I remember. I've remembered everything. The only thing that really surprises me right now is that I actually made it off that roof with Usako, away from those silly Senshi! They can be just a little too over the top sometimes if you ask me. All I wanted was some quiet time with my Usako! So here we are, back at my apartment. "Um, Mamo-chan?" she says, looking up at me. Kammi-samma, she's adorable… I nod. "I'll be right back, I just want to splash some water on my face after that fight." She says, and walks into the bathroom, the door locking with a click. Wait a second…. Didn't I put the letter in there? Oh…. Shimatta! I mean, I love her but… she doesn't need to read that _now! _ I sink into an armchair and try to take a few calming breaths. It doesn't work. Usako steps out a moment latter with a small white envelope labeled, 'Usako', on the front. Erk… "Mamo-chan? Is this for me?" she asks. I bite my lip. "Um, well, I wrote that awhile ago Usako, you don't really have to read it now…" but she has already sat down next to me in the chair and is opening it, her eyes scanning over the first lines slowly. Suddenly a grin creeps up her face and she jumps into my lap with an impulsive hug. "Oh really Mamo-chan?! This is the best thing ever! I didn't really know if you felt that way for me, and not our past! Aishiteru Mamo-chan!" I don't know how she managed to get all that out in one breath, but she did, and now she's planting sweet little kisses all over my face. Ah Usako, you'll never know just how long ago I should have sent that too you if I knew I would get this kind of response from a simple, With Love, Mamo-chan Klutz (MKC) Proud webmistress and owner of Luna P dot Com! Keeper of Sailor Uranus (SMFA) and all the WAFF! www.lunap.com SMRFF (owner) ------------------------------------------------------------- Luna P! 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