Hmmmm...... ok usually there would be some more stuff here like pics off ppls or stuff thats cool and everything but today, i thought that since my compooters not working cuz its a bum i would just write some random asssssssh stuff like this. I don't really know what random asssssssh stuff to write though cuz im just not in a good mood. But i'll tell you some other stuff like how i heard this song on the radio, and before it came on i was thinking (this is where you picture me thinking) that i didnt really listen to any radio stations that played the song i was thinkin bout cuz i dont really listen to pop stations and all but THEN.... this is where it gets interesting... i changed the station and the song was playing! Omg how god damn freaky is that?! Yeah, if you got that at all then you prolly think i am the most random demented person EVER but you would be wrong... yes my friend, wrong... because YOU are that messed up person that you think i am. But it is really you thats messed up. My whole theory on life is that the people that everyone thinks are crazy are really the sane ones, and all the people that claim to be sane are crazy. Yesh... I think i just made that up so that i could seem like i was at least a little smarter than most people think. If i were smart i would stop writing now. But im not (at least thats what you think) so i'll keep going... DAMN YOU! DAMN YOU ALL TO HELL! sorry, the damn compooter keeps messing up... i dont even believe in hell so i prolly shouldnt say that. My tv and compooters hate me. I have to yell at them just to make them shut up! Nobody ever listens to me... I dont even listen to me! i dont like myself. I dont like myself a lot. There were bunches of 5th grade memories that were brought back today. I think gyms a lot better now cuz we have Doug so she'll be busy yelling at him the whole time instead of yelling at me and Sarah for not running. I really dont like myself. There are so many reasons not to like me. I dont know how i have any friends. Its weird cuz i dont like me but my friends do which would hint that i wouldnt like my friends but i really do like my friends so i think that theres something wrong in my head. Just another reason to not like me. Wow, I've written a lot. If your still reading then you must really care. Aww how sweet. Im sure I would give you a great big hug if you were here right not but your not but maybe you are and your at my house reading this AHHH!!!!!! You fuckin stalker get away from me AHHH!!!!!!! I think im gonna go die now just cuz i feel like it... jk im not really gonna die. Suicide is so stoopid. If your gonna give up on life then dont do it by killing yourself. Wander around having fun and not caring what other people do or think and yelling at them for being shallow asshole before you die. And if you are going to die then go die having fun. Im not saying kill people cuz thats just not nice and mean stuff isnt cool cuz its mean ppl that were prolly the reason your gonna die. Exactly. And you dont wanna be one of them. Wow i wrote a lot again. I've gone from Nelly Furtado (Turn Off the LIght) to suicide. I guess i've covered everything i really care about so i dont know what im gonna put on the rest of this site now. I dont really get how this long rambling paragraph makes me happy but im not gonna go put it in any other section so it gets to stay here. |