| Recent stuff, imagine that, it's been a couple months since I've added anything, but that doesnt mean I have much to add. |
| I feel my heart beat deep in my chest,
I'll be ok, I just need some rest, I'm going crazy, out of my mind, its not you, but answers I need to find, I thought I loved you, you said you loved me too, but today I realized, as if I got hit, you treated me like nothing, made me feel like shit, so why do I want that? why do I want you? because everythign they say is so very true, you've put me down, made me feel low, when all I wanted was love, that you've never shown, I need you to be gone, I need you to disappear, I cant and I wont live my whole life in fear, scared that you dont love me, that you've found someone new, you didnt love me for a year, minutes? not even a few, so now I'm over love, and I'm way over you. |
| you're not perfect,
you're a motherfucking asshole, I wish that you weren't anything, but in my dreams only in my dreams, could I be with you again, you're nothing I want, we cant even be friends, only in my dreams, you hurt me, I hate you, you're nothing, but in my dreams, you havent changed, you were always this way, I wish we had nothing, but in my dreams, only in my dreams, could you make me smile, you ripped out my heart, I would have let you drag me a mile, but not in my dreams, you hurt me, I hate you, you're nothing, but in my dreams, |