| I have waaay too much time on my hands, and I had 'fun' reading Jakes mostly daily updates, so I wuz like sure, why not?...so don't even bother, my life is not even close to interesting... |
| Saturday, April 26: |
| Friday, April 25: |
| Thursday, April 24: |
| Wednesday, April 23: |
| Monday, April 21: |
| Thursday, April 17: |
| Nothing too exciting happened at school, well something mighta but considering I am only there for one class I really wouldn't know. Oh, except in english the teacher gave us 4 chocolates each, which would been wicked if I liked choclate. So I ate 2 just for some sugar then I wuz gunna give Mel and Ang each one, gave Mel hers, Ang comes walking down the hall with a cappiccino..ok, no chocolate for her...k, so walked home, nothing exciting happened. So, I get home, and I have an e-mail from "[email protected]" and its an e-card, which basically said that I'm gunna be major ugly in 2 months; if I'm lucky, and something about not writing them back. Well how the crap can I write back when I don't even know who it is, or even wut I did to them :S oh well.....I don't think anything at all happened thursday night. oh, I think thursday is when jess officially decided to not go to CW, which means I get to go with a bunch of ppl I don't know, and shelly...so thatll rock, cuz shelly rox my soxx off...as long as she like doesn't ditch me, I would very possibly cry then... |
| So, I wake up at 11 friday, home alone, which wuz good, except it only means everyones gunna be home soon...so wut do I do to enjoy my time alone?...watch tv and go on the internet...I'm such a rebel without a cause haha..so, first to get home is mom and nick, good fun right? not so much but ya know...so, it rox, cuz I can't even like talk to my brother without my mom acting like I'm the rudest person in the world, cuz u know, u don't talk to him with anything but the highest of respect cuz, uh, well I don't know why exactly. So, then I stop a very possible fight, cuz my mom told my brother it would be perfectly ok for him to just waltz into angs room and use her guitar...anyone else see a problem??..so I wuz all "I wouldn't do that.." and mom wuz all defensive "why not? she doesn't use it.." and I'm all "think about it, its hers, its in her room, she'll snap out, might aswell save some and wait til she gets home to be yelled at about it" so they did, and imagine this, she doesn;t want nick touching it...watched "tuck everlasting" at like 9, after watching dawsons of course, but tuck sucked, like it had nothing to it, I wuz like 'ok, its gunna get good...now!' not once wuz I right, cuz it never got good, stupid queerness..I don't think much else happened friday...stayed up til like 1, again rebel... |
| Friday, April 18: |
| I'm gunna start going into more detail with these, cuz like, noones gunna read em anyways and I need something to do with my time. Ok, so I woke up at uh, 9 or 10...and I'm like super hungry, so I had a bowl of cereal, I forget wut its called, but it has almonds and raisons and like flake things..lol...its pretty tastey, until u have too much and wanna ralph...then u don't even wanna look at the box..lol..lets see how my day continues, uh, oh right ang nick and mom went to hanover for ang to look at prom dresses (I don't hafta look for a prom dress cuz mine is duct tape, go team designer aaron) and nick went to try and get a job somewhere, I dunno...its weird tho, as soon as hes home I'm invisible, cuz like, mom and ang were going to go out to the car, and I said they may aswell wait inside cuz hes still working on his resumes, and nick didn't like say anything, so they go out, and like 20 min later, nicks gets up and is like "this is why I didn't want them to go outside" and puts on his shoes and asks mom something about his resume, 10 min later he prints it off, and then thinks he wants to print it off again cuz it doesn't look perfect...so finally he goes, but oh well, its good to not matter again, like thats not the only thing, but I'm not doing this to whine, not really my thing...lol...so hmm...again home alone, so, I decide to go crazy....and watch tv..man, sometimes I just get too out of control. so then when they get home we watch "abandon" which isn't that bad of a movie, it took me a bit to figure out, but then I got it...k, so then at like 4-ish, ang is gettin pretty bored so we go for a drive and I want tim hortons, so we go, and theres like a nasty dog in a van, and then like a really cute puppy (when I said dog I wuz referring to the nasty male driver who wuz staring at me n ang, if u didn't catch that) and if ur reading this u prolly have nothing to do, so I'm gunna write wut we wuz wearing too!! good fun right? haha...so I'm wearing my new angel jeans, which r like skin tight, and did fit in the waste til I got "fat" recently...stupidness...anywho, I also wore my black shirt which the guys in english usually have fun making comments about, adam assumed I wuzn't wearing a bra with it, so I just made a face at him and showed him my bra strap, he sorta blushed, it wuz kinda cute...but yeah, so where wuz I? oh yeah...and I had on my new shoes, which make me walk weird cuz they r way lighter then my old hooker boots, so my leg like comes flying up as I take a step, and then it doesn't have like a platform on it, so its like further to the ground, so I almost fall forward, its a really weird feeling...ok, so ang wuz wearing her black t-shirt and her "ass pants" as cam calls em, and cam missed out, neither of us had our coats on *gasp* lol..so, I get timmys, well ang orders cuz I hate talking to ppl, then we drive around for a lil and spot helens car going to the river, and ang wuz all, is that helen, and I just see the back of the car and confirm its her car, so we like go back and the ppl r standing on the dock and I'm all "oh, its not helen....wait its Pat!" and I point like a friggen retard haha..so yeah, we talk to him for a bit, then go home...and then, so its like um, 6 or 7, I forget, and me n nick start playin on the xbox..first I choose fusion frenzy, cuz like video games r not exactly my cup of tea, so, I win a couple, he wins a couple, so I'm feeling pretty good about this, cuz like thats all he does with his time at uni...so, we stop once my hand starts cramping, but I'm all..no lets play amped...so we play for a bit, but it bored me cuz I suck haha..I get like 20,000 points while hes getting like 190,000- 290,000 so then we play dead or alive 3, which my brother tells me is a button mashing game, so I kick his ass, I'm a pro button masher, by the end of it tho I have no control over my fingers, so I get up and walk around for a bit, been sittin for like 3 hours, then sit back down and play dead or alive 3 by myself, which isn't that much fun..so then I come on here...and yeah, here I am!! |
| Saturday, April 19: |
| Easter, no fun. I have a shower while I'm half asleep at 10, have some toast and cereal, play xbox again for a bit, majorly kick my brothers ass at button mashing, I am one truly amazing button masher, its quite a thing, I'm very proud as u can tell haha...but yeah, then I like get dressed and everything, and since ur so interested I wore my button up, with my black tank top, and my "vintage" (cuz they said so) jeans, with my new shoes the r getting more and more uncomfortable, I wouldn't even get dressed today if we weren't doing the family thing, which I'll write about when I get back, I'll just guarentee that it will involve a fight and me losing money, but its all in good fun, back to now...so like my friend tells ang on msn that she needs to talk to me, which of course now isn't gunna happen, bc for some reason ang thinks she deserves everything, so I ask her how long shes been on "uh, um, 52 minutes.." which I figure rox cuz like we have a rule about 1 hour each, so I wait, I watch nick kill snowmen on amped for a bit, then her times up, so I ask her if shes getting off "I'm still talking to ppl" ok, not too bad yet, but someone needs to talk to me, so I would like to get on...well it ends up being just about an hour fight, a power struggle if u will, between her and mom, bc noone tells her wut to do, but she never tells us wut we can do to make it better..but I mean this is normal in all families right? oh well...yeah, thats all for today so far, oh by the time I got on my friend wuz gone, so I didn't get to find out why she needed to talk to me...but yeah...goin to family thing woo!! ok, so family thing wuzn't that bad, altho its funny, cuz everyone thinks after a bunch of bitching things would change, but it hasnt, it wuz me, mom, ang, and grandma(the women) in the kitchen, nick, uncle john, and uncle frank(the men) in the living room playing a game. but oh well, I just think its funny how it happened automatically and none of us really cared. k, so in the kitchen mom is making supper, me ang and grandma r dying eggs, first time we do it together, usually its just me n ang at home, so grandma has fun, and its all good, I think we did something like 18 eggs, my fingernails r like blue and pink right now haha...so then supper, goes same as ever, guys talk about politics, grandmas puts in a few words, me and ang whisper and mom mostly stays quiet, then after they tlak about that, nick starts talking about school, hes going to the same uni my unlce john went to, so they have good laughs about it and such, then my uncle frank remembers a time he wuz there, and I'm gunna tell the story, cuz its quite funny... ok, so they r comin back from a concert, at night, its raining, and they hafta take a lil path to get to the dorms, so my uncle frank is pushing my uncle john (hes in a wheelchair, he got polio) so hes like running full tilt, downhill, which wouldn't be like slow ok, and theres a guy walking in front of them, so my uncle frank yells watch out, so the guy turns around and just looks at them, they end up smacking into him, my uncle frank does like 3 summer saults, my uncle john becomes air borne, and the guy ends p on the ground, so my uncle frank puts my uncle john back in his wheel chair and they boot out of there b4 the guy could even get up...maybe it wuz funnier to hear them tell the story. but ok, thats pretty much the end of supper. Uncle Frank goes home, we woulda too, but there wuz noone to do dishes, so mom starts doing them, I break out monopoly, my brother wuz supposed to play against me, but he didn't and noone else wanted to play for money, so I wuz wrong on my guarentee, but anywho, me ang and grandma play, which rox, cuz grandma is all "you know, when john use to play this, I never got to play because I was busy doing work"....needless to say she kicked our asses...lol...then it wuz like mad storming when we hadta leave, I couldn't see to get in the car, then I did, and like I turned away, cuz the rain wuz like coming down really hard on me, but then a big gust came and it right straight across the car and soaked ang, I had a good giggle..then, talking on msn, I decided I wuz going to walk to st thomas to have some of shellys pizza, and we figures out that without stopping it would take me 60 hours to walk there...but yeah, thats my day, and now I must go cuz its angs turn on... |
| Sunday, April 20: |
| Nothing happened today, sorry for wasting ur time..lol |
| So, today wuz fairly exciting...not...woke up at like uh....8 to have a shower, went online to find out from ang if classes changed, watched a tiny bit of tv, talked to josh at lunch, told him how ang lied to me, cuz she told me she would be home for lunch, and she wuzn't, then she came in at like uh...1-ish with mel, and things on her shoe for me (uh thnx geoff??) lol..so then, walk to school, hardest thing ever, I think I'm gunna take those shoes back, I thought less platform would be like safer, like all not break neck and stuff, wrong, like killed myself on the walk to school, plus, since there is practically no bottom on them compared to my old like 4 inches, I can feel the ground, and it hurts!! lol..so, get to school, pretty damn exciting english class, um, did a group work, where judy punched anne in the face...oh man...and uh, oh, so u know, those rn't real ppl...no worries, all love, no hate..haha..so then, copied some things from the over head, and then, heres the tuff part of the class, krystal and me played crazy 8 up down (u count up then down) we really have nothing to do in class...lol..so then, we finish that with like 15 min left, so we do our variation of 21...then we play a lil bit of a game we call collection cuz we forget the name of it...where like u have some cards, and u can either take the face up card or take the one off the top of the deck, but u like hafta discard a card, (its fun to say 'discard a card' go on, try it!) and like u collect either a suit of like 1,2,3, so on, or 3 of a kind...lol..so then walked home, which wuz no fun, cuz it wuz SNOWING!!! grrrr....but yeah, I just want a friggen sunburn, I decided to ditch the pale skin...its starting to look bad..lol..as if it ever looked good :s..ok, so yeah, moving on, came home, got in a bitch, I decided I wuz going to be mean..well not really decided, just sorta happened..cuz like, I wuz bummy, cuz I found out the CW trip is a no go :( which means no flirting and no big stuffed animal for me :( thats ok tho....but ok, so I wuz bummy, then I hadta watch tv in my room cuz the living room is "nicks room" fuck that...yeah, so I am in my room, thinking about how my family is never happy and junk and how that sux, and like wut I could do to make it better, and then the answer sorta just came to me, as if from the other room...cuz they were all having a good time without me, and since this isn't unusual I realized they would be happier without me...so as soon as I can I am moving with jessi and shelly, it'll be a nice change from being nothing, to being....nothing??..oh well...at least I wont be here right? just gotta finish school then I'm gone, might even take jess's offer to live there for a bit in the summer, or take my moms offer and live in woodstock with my aunt...no matter wut its obvious I'm not wanted here...oh well tho...haha I wuz just about to say it doesn't bother me, but would I have typed all that if it didnt?? lol...so yeah, after I realized that, I did yoga, its actually way kewl...like I did it last night and tonight, and like I had constand back pain for awhile now...and it like got rid of that and my tense neck and it just felt so good...like rachaels neck rub, oh good times..lol ..and I started doing a drawing of a puppy today, and started thinking maybe I should put some of my art on here, like it would give me a reason to actually try if I decide to draw, cuz then like ppl would see it, but then I realized I suck anyways and theres no point...so I think thats all...haha |
| Tuesday, April 22: |
| hmm, today, woke up with a headache, had one all day, I kinda wish I could kick it or something, but yeah, today wuzn't too bad, found out dawsons creek only has 4 more shows *cries* no, its ok, I'll be ok, really.. *falls over in realization of loss, er something* haha...plus they're ending buffy!! like! no!! I'm gunna be lost without my shows *cries...again* lol..then I got over that, went to school, realized I had an english test, did ok on it I guess, I thought I failed the last one and got 49 er something outta 60, and some ppl only got like 3.9 or something :S...like not 39...3.9...we don't do anything in that class! the test consists of like 5 grammer questions, like finding 10 mistakes in some sentences and then writing an essay...maybe I'm crazy, but shouldn't ppl who have somehow made it to gr 12 be able to do this??...so I wuz looking at my old paintings and I decided I did want to put them on here, so yeah, I added the new thinger for it and such, hopefully I'll spend less time watching tv and like drawing now, I don't care that u think I suck at it, at least I'm not a jerk face who puts ppl down like u, quit hating..........wait.......ok, I wuz just talking to noone...I'll be ok..haha..oh, I think my "hater" who said they were thinking about killing me is jullia, cuz I wuz on strauss's site, and a couple of the things in the gb where she signed were the same, so yeah, I didn't need to go all detective on it, so thats good...lol..hmm...wut else today...oh, aaron wore mascara, made his eyes look all kewl and stuff, like really stand out, I might like guys in make-up, I'm not sure yet tho...hmmm....yuppers, listenin to some top quality punk..no, not punk...country, sorry...but u can understand how easy it would be to confuse the 2 right?? lol..er something :S..yeah...my belly ring really smells bad today if u wanted to know, I think my body like really really against piercings, cuz u figure after... *counts on fingers* almost 9 months it would be healed, but nope, and we even tried diff things, oh well, just thought u might want to know lol....going to make the art thing now...bye........ |
slept in as much as i could cuz I still had my headache, but I hadta get up and do yoga and still have time for my hair to dry after my shower b4 I went to school, for some reason I hate going places with wet hair..altho, camping, for some reason it rox to have wet hair while camping, well to me anyways...so yeah, did my yoga, go team, haha, then wutd I do? uhhhh....its kind of a big blank from about 10 til 130, then went to school, played uno with the guys, strauss commented on my suspenders, go team! at my locker adams like "thats a lot of stomach" so I'm all "are u calling me fat?"..and he didn't really answer just said my shirt wuz short...haha go team!..so then, ok, so played uno, I lost horribly, last time we counted our hands I got 189 points :( oh well, it wuz sorta fun...umm...then came home, watched passions, missed all of pacific blue :(..oh well, watched survivor..alex is gone!! woo!!..which prolly means nothing to anybody else, cuz like, survivor isn't kewl...but it gives me something to do with my time instead of come on here and check everyones websites...which noone updates anymore!! kinda sad about that...but yeah, after survivor wuz the will and grace with madonna, turns out she isn't only a bad actress in movies!! she really sux...haha..but it wuz funny, cuz at one point she wuz feeling karen up and thought it wuz a guy...oh man it wuz good...but yeah, u prolly don't care for that show either...so lets just move on...wait, theres nothing to move on to cuz I have no life...so yeah, thats all....oh, and I keep forgetting to put this, 2 funny things about easter diner thinger at my uncles.. k 1)when my grandma asked me how hard it wuz to dye my hair so it would gradually change color, good one grandma...lol..and 2) we were eating cake, and there were cherries, and I stabbed my fork thru the cherry and it made a really loud noise and my mom said "I'm not even gunna say it"...I think u can figure out wut she meant on ur own...and then think how I felt sitting at a table with like family and my mom saying that :S shes weird.... |
| roach n strauss n jj n cody played uno, krystal wuzn't there...she wuz playing rugby...so yeah, that went pretty good I guess...walking home wuz funny, were almost at the appartments, like just abuot turn walk into the laneway, and I hear these little gurls be hind "they're twins" "no they're not" "yes they are!!" so I looked back and the one gurl friggen squealed "they are twins!!" and they all started like squealing, its like yeah, we're twins, friggen amazing right? oh well...little kids kinda bug me, like they were like 12 or something....and squealing!!..ah well, so yeah, thats about all until now...but its only like 426...so I'll prolly write more later...ok, so its sunday, but oh well, I'm updating my updates haha..ok, so friday night I went to youth with ang, which wuz majorly boring, but cam wuz there, so I had some entertainment...he flicked my hand, and so it wouldn't bruise..but it so compltely did!! my mom asked me wut happened haha..but the bruise is practically gone now... |
| didn't do much all day, then got dressed to go to geoffs, then I wuzn't sure if wut I had on is wut I wanted to wear, and I asked ang and she said it didnt look ridiculous, so I asked mom..and she tried to put me down by saying "its too much skin, its a jessica" so I got mad at her, and then wore wut I had on...screw her too much skin, I like how I look! so yeah, oh, if anyone cares, I'll tell ya how I got myself to wear my suspenders, cuz like I don't care wut anyone thinks, cuz I like to stand out a bit, but I just need like uh, how to say this..more courage I guess :S I dunno...but I thought to myself, and I am gunna think this to myself when I can't do things that I want to, "if jake can smear mustard all over himself I can atleast do this" so yeah, thats like my lil bit of inspiration if u will...so ok, went to geoffs...watched "ghost ship" it wuzn't as good as I had hoped, for those of u who haven't seen it, its about this old guy who usta kill ppl and eat parts of them, and then he got caught, so there wuz this other guy who killed ppl and puts glass in their eyes for some reason, and like he was transforming into something not a man or something...wait! thats not ghost ship!! that wuz 'red dragon', right, we watched 'red dragon' first...then we played "go fish" where apparently the dealer gets to make the rules as he goes...so of course geoff won, then we played monopoly junior, needless to say geoff lost...but ang won...haha...so now is when we watched "ghost ship"....which is about this tooth fairy bitch who got burnt and like wears a mask and flies around, and if u look at her she kills u or something...wait a tick...that isn't ghost ship either! fuckin liars...haha...its all good tho, that wuz actually 'darkness falls' incase it sounded interesting to u and u want to see it..lol..so yeah, wut happened after that, oh yeah, geoff came up with a game "keith, I just came up with a good game, we'll each choose one, then pick her up and take her where ever we want....ok u pick first" so he says "I want u geoff" and gayness ensues..not really tho, cuz then he picked ang..so me n geoff went upstairs to "talk"...so we came back down and me an ang went home, we got home at like uh, 10 after 2-ish... |
| Sunday, April 27: |
| So lemme see wut happened today, oh right, I got mad and went to my room so I wouldn't start fights with anyone, and while I wuz there I cut up an old sweater, like cut out the neck and cut off the bottom...and after I cut off the bottom I wuz all "hey! nifty! extra not so bad material!" so I made me a coupla wrist bands, which u can check out on my random pics page if u want...ok, so I wuz like starting to make my 2nd wristband (which I like better then the first) and ang knocks on my door, and I wuz still in a bitch, so I believe I said "WUT?!" and shes like "theres an animal here to see u" and I wuz all like "wtf a fucking animal?" and shes like "wait just stay there" and I wuz like "no, I'm not staying here" so I come outta my room and see helen standing there with her back to me, and then I see a lil head pop up...she got a goat! A GOAT!! do u know how friggen cute that is?!? ok, so then I showed mom, cuz she didn't know helen brought this itty bitty goat into the apartment...and she made this really funny face when I showed her and did the whole "aww, wut a sweetheart!" mom thing...and then I took the itty bitty goat back to helen and my mom came out and took a pic, good job mom :S..so then went and finished my other wrist band once helen left..then came on here and managed to spend 2 hours just making the dates on here pink :S I'm pretty good with the old computer eh?..haha...oh and I painted my nails pink and purple, looks kinda kewl...so yeah, thats purty much my day, so far anywho....wow, I just clicked in that my nails r the same, sorta, colors as this page, like pink and purple..ok, yeah...done.... |