| There's many a day I live, Under the shimmering stars of fear I wait, For that green magnificence to appear, To flash its every prided scale And to breathe fire in my lings. It's powerful tail swings, Its enormous head observes, Looking for a fragile spot to strike. And taking advantages of the weak, It boosts its own vast ego. Using its fire to terrorize, Those one's that love it most. Enjoying the suffering it causes To the one's who care at all. It pretends to be miserable, About all the damage that it had done Weeping wretchedly it soughs after pity Claiming these injuries were forced to be done. Atrocious, Repulsive, Horrible as it may be, It truly is a breathtaking sight alone, It's radiant green and majestic purple color shimmers magically, It's golden mane flows so delicately behind, The gracefulness of its movements Seem to suggest a sweet ballet, danced in the night sky. One day it will match, It's act and it's appearance Maybe one day it will realize, It's fury has no use here, Love is all that matters, In this brainless, selfish world. ~3/9/2001 |
| Forever.... If I only knew you, I would've known that it wasn't quite genuine If I could really look inside your soul I would've realized this was all a dream Dreams have always been too good to be true How could I ever have been so stupid To really think that forever would be real? An angel fallen from heaven, Wonder the reason why they fell... Forever they always promise, Forever meaning never ending, Time turns to tomorrow....promises all forgotten ~8/1/2002 |
| The taste of defeat, Sour, beyond disgust Torturous to the spirit, Agony for the mind. He was the James Bond of this kind Leader of this pack of vamp wolves The pack is now astray, The leader retreating to the shadows Afraid to show his face, The defeat he has to taste. Passion, he has not lost at all But the will is all but lost. ~2002 |
| Love You in Silence ~ Stole from a friend... You came into my life Quietly, simply, tenderly... The world stood still I could not say a word Nor a single gesture showed. The feeling kept in my heart So I've loved you in silence Worshipped you from a distance And dreamt of you so often. I want to say I Love You, But I'm afraid... Afraid that you'll just take it for granted. In silence then, I'll just love you. In silience I'll find... The fulfillment of my dreams. |
| Goodbye ~by ?? To say we touched To say you taught me To say I saw things new To say I Love You- none of these is enough, my friend. For your world with all its light and hope couldn't prepare me for this sorrow, this saying goodbye. Tell me it won't matter. Promise me wherever I am you will be with me in the place where "goodbye" doesn't matter, where "forever" is just an instant, and our love a bridge, connecting, linking, making all things one. |
| ~POeTRY~ |
| Love rests on no foundation. It is an endless ocean, with no beginning or end. Imagine a suspended ocean, riding on a cushion of ancient secrets. All souls have drowned in it, and now dewll there. One drop of that ocean is hope, and the rest is fear. ~Rumi |
| Standing there with ease Smiling so perfectly I reach out to touch grasping handfuls of air. You walk in my direction Slowly extending your hand I reach out to recieve but I never feel what gentleness you hold so near, so close, but yet there's something so intangible A river flows, from the neverending depths of your eyes, I reach out to wipe the sorrow away but realization sinks in.... ~12-8-2002 |
| Even Though (Sonnet 143) ~by David Chang & David Chi Her hair similar to noodles I eat. The breath in her mouith smells worse than her feet. Weight so great even surpassing a truck. He voice as scratchy and lous as a duck. Skin much rougher than an elephant's face. Her overall looks stings your eyes like mace. Looking at her face may cause you to cry; making you wish you could pull out your eye. Yet, even though her looks may not be great. I'm happya nd proud to call her my mate. I truly love her with my heart and a half... Everything about her...her eyes...her laugh. And even though her looks may be a curse, My very own looks aren't much better than hers. |
| Sweetly you smile Cocking that eyebrow with habit and piercing my soul with soft looks Broadly my heart grins to it Hopefully my doubt shook So eager is my soul, All my energy goes to one goal If only I can be graced With that sugary smile so bright and be wrapped in a sweet embrace.... ~a lil help here?? |