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| warmth of summer rain smell of the sun on mown grass heat lingering on a summer night under a full moon mist drifting through a rainy spring forest water streaked silvery birch trunks downpour waves crashing on the beach movements of the sea warmth on my face simple moments sometimes those are the most peaceful moments, closest to perfection... a smell, the sound of waves, of wind and everything fits... trancending... no rational thoughts, no struggle, no hurt... balance within and without and sometimes it hurts even more because i can't escape the feeling that i'm not really part of all that... ithe feeling of not belonging there either... the beauty & perfection make me feel even more insignificant, ugly, unfitting... so i'm hiding pull the blinds cut myself off from the world |