I was born with the
name of Frederick Louis Hardy in the small city of South Portland, Maine.
I attended its public schools, and overall found myself bored with education.
I was never really popular, I was always kinda too smart or something.
Eventually I decided to listen to my mother and make more friends, I did
this by allowing my academic performance to suffer, making me more like
the other kids. 3 years later I had a few more friends, only one that I
really cared about. At this point my mother started yelling at me about
grades, I wish I'd listened... no I don't. I don't regret it. You'll see
why in a minute...
I entered High School... barely,
where I quickly stayed exactly where I was. I made no new friends that
first year and managed to fall in lust. My friend did the same thing, with
the same girl. It almost separated us, but after a month they broke up
and I realized she wasn't attractive to begin with. School continued, and
nothing much happened. I made a few more friends in my Junior year, which
is when I skipped the last two classes every day for the entire first quarter.
It was probably my biggest academic mistake, but it was also one of the
best things I could do for myself. Because of it I met a kid that actually
cares about my well being. And Sean, this is for you... "Who's your daddy?"
"Yes, yes he is." Then senior year came around, and I blew it. I didn't
graduate and had to go back another year, all because I blew off two classes
every day for a quarter. This is why I don't regret failing all of those
classes. I made more friends that 5th year then any other year of school.
Granted some of them are only truly acquaintances, but there are 3 people
I met this year that actually love me for who I am. I would be insane if
I didn't say that I didn't find them all attractive (they're cute, nice,
and female... everything I look for in a girl) but until the day I hear
they want more I will always be their friend, and always be willing to
do whatever I have to for them.
Since I wrote the above stuff
we can add another girl to that list. Since I wrote that I have acquired
one of those job thingies that people keep talking about. I work in the
warehouse for the local Sears. For those who don't know, that means I move
refrigerators and giant TV's and stuff. Basically if you want an appliance
and live in the greater Portland area you gotta come through me... or someone
else in the building. At anyrate I made a few mistakes since then, gave
up a moral conviction because I was having a good time with a great girl
(let's not get into that now though, ask me and maybe I'll tell you). I
got yelled at for it, and a lot of people lost their respect for me. I
never said I was anything other than a fool. I'll do anything for acceptence
if the right person is involved, and I did. Hell, I even let Maegen cut
my hair, that was just plain dumb. That's where my life is right now. I'm
stuck in Biddeford until I can find someone to live with that I won't kill.
Stuck 130 miles away from the person who I enjoy the company of the most,
and above all, stuck 30 miles away from anyone I can do stuff with.
Oh yea, another thing. Add
ANOTHER girl to that list... far too many people give a damn about me now...
I really gotta get back to the Portland area... I really miss everyone...
someone, anyone, find me a place to live... please...
If this sounds like someone
intresting to you then drop me a line. [email protected]
or you could always IM me on AIM: Smeg Doggy Dogg. Adios, I got things
I don't need to do.