Becky,
What
can be said that I haven't said before? Not much, that is for certain,
but here goes anyway. Becky, I love you, more and more after the passing
of each day. I dream about you every night. You're the first thing I think
about when I wake up, and the last thing to enter my mind when I am falling
asleep. There is nothing more I want from my life right now then to spend
it with you. I want to be with you all of the time. I want to hold you...
but you know that. Instead I'm going to write about when I see you.
When
I see you, first I am going to give you a hug, and hold you close. I am
then going to softly whisper that I love you, then, just to show everyone
what I just said, I will dance a jig and leap from whatever happens to
be available at the time screaming that I love you... nah. I think whispering
will do.
I
am going to lay on a couch with you (theoretically) and watch some of my
favourite movies with you. Fall asleep holding you in my arms, and should
I awaken before you, I will wake you gently with a soft kiss.
I'm
going to rub your back for as long as it takes for you to feel wonderful.
I am going to do everything I can to show you just how much I love you.
I'm going to take you out and show you the evening you deserve. I'm going
to do all of the things that I've never gotten a chance to do, like sing
well. Yeah I know, it'll never happen, but come on, I can almost
sing "Tongue Tied"
I'm
going to love you forever. I'm going to make sure you know that I love
you. I'm going to spend all of my time with you making sure you know just
how special you are to me, and I'm going to make sure none of our time
together is wasted. I'm going to make sure I don't repeat the mistakes
of the past, because I love you too much to let this fall apart because
I'm too afraid to be myself, and to let you know how much I love you.
In
short, I love you, I'm going to make all of your dreams of me come true,
and most of all, as much as I hate the concept...
Happy Valentines day babe.