Alright, it's been a while since I wrote one of these, so lets do it. First, new pictures up in the pics section, check them out. Secondly I'd like to ask this: How many of you know someone who has been disowned? Because I have a feeling I will be soon.
    I show up in SoPo, like I tend to do on Tuesdays, sleep in my old house, then go out. All without disturbing anyone. I go down to my bank, get some money, go down to hang out with Edith's friend Sara. I have a good time, kinda reminded me of hanging with Maegen before she stopped enjoying hanging out with me. It was all good, and I got quite a few pictures. I decided that while I was in the area I'd get them developed, so I drop off the film and go grab some food. Come back, not quite time yet, so I wander around, and run into Maegen. We talk before she "has to run", total time, probably around 90 seconds. So I go back, get my pictures, and give my mom a call, basically asking for a lift up to the house so I can stay there a couple hours until Sean get's out of work. She proceeds to complain about how I don't respect her (hard to respect someone who once bit you while drunk) and that I'm going to walk to the house so we can talk and then I can walk to Sears and get a ride from Sean from there. Total suggested travel distance: roughly 15 miles... on foot. I decide to say "Tell John I said fuck him for fucking up my relationship with you." Then hang up and walk to Sears, total travel distance: roughly 10 miles.
    So then I finally get home, hang with Sean for a bit, and the next night I have a talk with my father (who I now live with) about it, he's supportive and everything so it's cool. Sean asks if there's anything he can do, I say "Yea, pick up my blue bag for me." he does this, and my mother proceeds to rant to him about why I'm wrong. She even goes so far as to comment on my "rude" attitude and state that "That's probably why he isn't together with Heidi right now." Sean replies (like the intelligent person he is) "There are a million reasons why he and Heidi aren't together right now, 180 of those are miles." And you know what? I'm glad I'm not with Heidi, because I value her as a friend, and I don't want to risk that by having a relationship with her, even if she did want me. At this point in both our lives it just ain't bloody likely of it being healthy. So I deal with it, when I can, and cry like a little girl when I can't.
    So today, she walks into where I'm working, and says "I wanted to see how you were" I'm like "Um... I'm fine." she then leaves, and a minute later walks back in asking for my house keys. I ask "Why?" she says "Because I want them" I say "Mom, I'm not going to come to the house, I don't want to set foot near that place." she still demands my keys, I continue to refuse, she walks out (pissed) muttering something about changing the locks...
    So that's where I am right now. Call me if ya know me, I want to hear from you. Any thoughts on my situation can be sent here or to [email protected] Uh... that's it... take it easy all... I'll see ya in Shangri-La...
    Oh yea, and Lindsay... I'm sorry, I truly am.