Huh. Don't know why but I felt like writing about some of the conclusions I've come to over the past weeks. This may end up looking a wee bit broken, but whatever. At any rate I'm just gonna let the thoughts flow... badly...
    All right: Thoughts on love. Yes, I have been in love. This much is true. I love corn flakes. See? The word love is no where near the right word for the emotions I've felt. The word is simply too... weak. That's right, you heard it here first. The word love is by far too light, to much a shadow of the emotion I feel towards certain people (and a very specific someone). However I have often been forced to use this word to describe how I feel simply because there is no other word in the english language that can come close to what I want to say. Oh well... if there was all the other guys would just use it to get into peoples pants. However I need to say this, to the person who I'm sure knows this is directed towards her, I need you. My life has no meaning without you. Be it as a friend, be it as whatever, I need you. I want you to love me so bad that I would give almost anything, except for your friendship. That alone keeps me from trying... I just wish I knew what to do. I know there is no way I can get you to change your mind, but I hope that we will continue to be friends, at least for as long as it takes for you to achieve true happiness, after that, what would you need me for?
    Um... work... well work sucks. They decided to promote the most incompetent person they could find to warehouse supervisor, which means I have to fear for my life daily in order to survive. Oh well just have to wait for him to fuck up, then get Bob to fire his ass. Um... yea...
    I just blew a rather large sum of money for someone's birthday gift. They'd better appreciate this when it keeps them warm, it was far to expensive and I feel ridiculous. You better appreciate this.
    Oh yea, and one other thing. No, I have not found Her yet, I can't possibly have. In fact I doubt anyone I know has found their Her, or their Him for that matter. That's the thing I realized. No one is born Him/Her, because people change over time. That's why I can't have met Her yet, the girl I thought was Her today may not be Her tomorrow. Which is why I've decided to give up my quest for a bit, and see what happens with my life. Who [n.N.] knows? Maybe She mite turn out to be who I thought She was, maybe She'll be who I thought She was before, maybe She'll be someone I haven't met. The only thing I can be sure of, is that She isn't Maegen, that's for damned sure.
    End of story. That's it. Take your pictures and go home. Speaking of which someone hasn't given me a picture yet, I was promised a picture and even smiled for some while I visited them. I want my picture of you, please. Otherwise you will feel the wrath of the Canadian Maple Leaf... that or I'll ask nicely again, I don't know yet.