10/30/2000
(better late then never)


Alright, there was a major cock up with my guest book, and the entry that prompted this writing from me was deleted, so I have decided to paste it right here. (thought you could get away from it eh?)

 

                  Name: : lindsay
               Homepage: : www.angelfire.com/mo2/lindsay76/index.html
               E-mail: : [email protected]
               Do you love me... really love me?: :  love the fredo meister, he has
               cared for me, defended me, given me advice, set me straight, and picked
               up the pieces when i broke apart,and he hasn't even met me in person he
               is the most decent real guy u will ever find, so if u have the chance
               with him, dont let it go!! guys like him come once in a lifetime!
               What naughty things would you like to do with me? : kick ur ass

    Sorry Kim, I know I promised to try to get these up every 5 days but stuff just hasn't been happening. Life's been pretty boring and noncom mental. There isn't a lot to talk about. I guess I could say that I really love ya girl. I want to be your friend forever and support you the same way I have been. That's all I want from my relationship with you, and it's all I've wanted for a long time. I enjoy your company and the freedom of not worrying about impressing you because I'm not trying to attract you to me. Because of that I can just enjoy the brief time we get to spend together. And I still say this. When I see you, I see a girl that I could give my soul to, however when I see your sister I just see a girl I want to give a ham to. Enough about that.
    Maegen, I miss you. I miss hanging out with you and being an insensitive pig. I hope now that you have one less thing keeping you busy we can go out some night and do something completely pointless again. And I apologized to Eric for my behavior that night. Sometime I hope we can hang out and just enjoy the fact that we're both total slobs again.
    Edith, what can I say that I haven't said a hundred times. You're cute. Funny, witty and above all else intelligent. You're a great girl who will someday make a masochist very very happy... pity I stopped that eh?
    Heidi. Well there's a lot I can say that hasn't been said. Suffice it to say that of the three previous people mentioned you're the only one I would be happy in a relationship with. Well that is to say ideally, meaning if I wasn't 130 miles away and if you were... what's the word? Attracted to me as anything other than a friend? Oh well. You're friendship is one hell of a consolation prize, and I'm glad that I have it.
    Lin... ya know I love ya. You know that every time I talk to you you cheer me up and make me feel better. The long nights when I would have to help you after Jake messed you up or the long nights when you had to just flat out fix my sorry broken ass mean a lot to me. You're the first person I started talking to strictly online, and I hope that you will continue to communicate with me. Here's to our eventual meeting and the consequences that the human race will have to endure when we send our combined knowledge across the world... that or let's rob a gas station...
    Crystal... we don't know each other that well yet, I hope we can fix that. You're a wonderful person that I want to be friends with, the more good people on my side the better.
    Uh... the Regan Clan (yes, all three of you): thanks for all three of you at least taking the time to hang out with me/listen to me bitch. Ya'lls like a second family or something, and if Joey ever reads this, give me a call you bastard... or e-mail me and I'll send you the number since I don't think you have it down here in "Bidfid".
    Sean... brah... you've been there for me for the last three years, I've actually got tears in my eyes writing this because I know I'll never have another friend as good as you, and I've done some bad stuff to you, yet you stick with me always. Thanks a lot man, I can't express in words how much knowing that I can rely on you means to me. You will forever be my brother. I can't to see what the future holds for you talented ass. (no, not sexually you pervert)
    Who else? Well, frankly, everyone I've ever known, even the bastards. You made me what I am today, you all left your imprint. It is because of you, the kids that made fun of me throughout middle school that I am the nice guy I am today. Thanks. I really mean it. Because of you being complete assholes I got to meet some of the greatest people in my life.
    Finally. To Mr. Hirsch, my favorite teacher and the one man who I truly respect as an educator. Thanks for finally letting me pass composition.
    That's all, it feels good to write that, even if it had no bearing on my recent life. Now everyone knows how I feel about them. See you all soon. God be with you. Even if he has been a bastard to Kim lately.

    -Fred, all around friendly chap.

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