Well we're gonna try a new style of writing this time. Just kidding, I don't know any other kind, just honest. I chose wrong I think, I made someone desire my company so much when I too wanted them so badly, only to have us both end up hurt. I wish I had made the other choice, just so she wouldn't have ended up hurt. I do want her parents to know that I totally understand where they are coming from, because I'd be the same way. I wish we could be together, but I'm not going to force her to do anything that she'll regret later. That's all I can think to write now. May God have mercy on my soul for what I've done. Notin, I have one thing left to say to you, "Nous serons toujours ensemble parce que nous sommes tous deux sous la lune." I hate where I got that from, but it's true. It's all I can think to say.