Today was my day off. I spent it in bed mostly (it's called recovering dammit). I awoke this morning at 8, which meant I was 1/2 an hour late for what I wanted to do. Today I actually got to speak with someone who has come to mean a great deal to me. Having actually heard her wonderful voice I've realized how lucky I am and cannot wait until I can get to where I belong, with her. I know I made the right choice. I can feel it in every part of my body. It's good to know that something can go right for me.
    For all of you out there that want to hear about how great she makes me feel, just by talking to her, feel free to IM me (since all of you seem to get her via knowing me anyway I won't bother posting my screen name)... damn, I still can't get over that accent. It drives me absolutely spare. I want to be with her all the time, I want to do whatever it takes to be with her, I want to make her happy. I want to blow all my money on a trip just so I can see her. I want to live as long as I can making her happy. I know that I can't guarantee it will last forever, but I want it to last as long as it can. I don't care how, I'm going to get there and do this. I have to. I owe it to her and most of all I owe it to me. It's gonna happen, I'm gonna make it. I've never been this passionate about anything in my life. I need this to happen, so it will. I know that she's willing to make it happen too. It's just a matter of time.
    Time to stop, she's online now, gotta spend every moment I can with her.