In everyones life choices threaten to alter the course of destiny. I am again faced with a question I thought I would never have to face. A person who I fell in love with utterly and completely has come into contact with me again. I am reminded of all of my old feelings and they are still there. I still want them more than anything else in this world, only now there is someone else I feel strongly towards and don't know how to make this decision without horribly altering the fate of the world. Should I go after what I know I won't get but would be the most content in gaining because I've wanted it for so long? Or should I go for what I would feel best with, knowing that I'd made someone elses life so much better. I don't know anymore. On the bright side maybe Maegen will talk to me now that she's no longer in the picture as anything but a friend (not that she was ever anything else anyway) I just hope I don't make the wrong choice, I always make the wrong choice. I'd rather die than hurt either of these people, so I don't know what I can do. That's all I have to write about today, it was slow. Only one universe altering choice today. I need Miki to read my tarot cards again dammit. And to scan the few salvagable pics from that roll of film. Night all.