Eeep. I can't even remember why I wanted to write this, probably because Miki called me today, I wasn't around to answer. I called her back at the time she wanted me to, her mother didn't want her on the phone so I had to call back later, got no answer so I left a message on the machine to call me back, then my step-mother needed the phone for work so god only knows what happened. Oh well, I'll probably run into her tomorrow while I'm visiting my old (and her current) high school.
    While I'm there I should try to find Maegen and say "Hi." I tried calling her today too, and she wasn't home either. Which sucks cause this summer she was one of my best friends, that and she's dead sexy. I just want to hang out and listen to her bitch about whoever the guy is that she wants right now, I haven't talked to her in a bit so I don't know who it is. I just hope he realizes how damned good she is.
    Eddy, gotta talk to her too. I'm supposed to meet her in the cafeteria and buy her lunch. An generally hang out too. I hope so, she's a good person and way too intelligent for a girl of her looks. Someday she'll realize this and have everyone eating out of her hand. If ever there were a girl who could conquer the world, Eddy is she.
    I got an e-mail today from the girl I was in love with for a couple months. It's good that she actually feels she can contact me, I was beginning to think she never wanted to hear from me again even as a friend. I think I've proven with my relationships with the other three girls that I can have a platonic relationship with a girl... eventually I just have to test the waters because someone puts an idea in my head.
    Other than that there ain't a lot up with me, I've met a particularly intresting person this week thanks to her friend. Definitely seems like things are starting to look up for me, maybe soon I'll even be happy. For the record Miki, because of what you told me would happen I stopped going after what I wanted, it wasn't worth the price. I don't know how that's gonna effect the future, because it will. Maybe I'll meet the right person, have children, raise them till about age 10, then let them work it out on their own.
    Well I'm out of things to randomly write about. Grab yourselves a copy of the Insane Clown Posses albums. I heartily recommend The Great Milenko. In my oppinion it's their best work, other may disagree. Just go out and grab it, it's great. I'm outta here...