Well let's see, today was Labor Day wasn't it? Well guess what, me and
my good friend Captain Calzone
had to work in the Sears warehouse all day, and get repeatedly blamed for
doing our job. To top it all off due to a conversation with someone earlier
tonight I realized that I will probably never be happy (no, it wasn't her
fault, it had nothing to do with her) because until I become a cold heartless
bastard I can't get what I want, if I don't get what I want I can't be
happy, if I get what I want by being a cold heartless bastard I can't be
happy because of what I have become. Catch 22. Oh well, could be worse,
I could be Luke.
Yet again I am forced to realize that until I start acting differently,
or grow some balls, I'm never gonna meet a girl for me. I did, we are perfect
for each other, but I'd much rather be a friend to her right now and let
her lead her own life. I wrote 3 letters today to the three girls that
have not abandoned me yet, and I will mail them the first chance I get,
yes, I have all of your addresses and no, they will never appear here.
3 beautiful girls and I'm gonna put their addresses or full names on a
website? How stupid do you think I am? Well yea, I am that stupid, but
I like to avoid getting hit whenever possible, unless it's by one of those
three girls, they can hit my any time.
Yes, that's right ladies, I said beautiful, and as soon as I finish that
roll of film everyone else will know it too, and no Miki, they won't know
you're real name. I think I'm gonna drop off now, I think Raven might be
making his debut tonight on RAW and I got some other stuff to do to the
site. Good night all and pleasent dreams, know that I am on seriously unbalanced
individual and go to bed.