09/04/2000

    Well let's see, today was Labor Day wasn't it? Well guess what, me and my good friend Captain Calzone had to work in the Sears warehouse all day, and get repeatedly blamed for doing our job. To top it all off due to a conversation with someone earlier tonight I realized that I will probably never be happy (no, it wasn't her fault, it had nothing to do with her) because until I become a cold heartless bastard I can't get what I want, if I don't get what I want I can't be happy, if I get what I want by being a cold heartless bastard I can't be happy because of what I have become. Catch 22. Oh well, could be worse, I could be Luke.
    Yet again I am forced to realize that until I start acting differently, or grow some balls, I'm never gonna meet a girl for me. I did, we are perfect for each other, but I'd much rather be a friend to her right now and let her lead her own life. I wrote 3 letters today to the three girls that have not abandoned me yet, and I will mail them the first chance I get, yes, I have all of your addresses and no, they will never appear here. 3 beautiful girls and I'm gonna put their addresses or full names on a website? How stupid do you think I am? Well yea, I am that stupid, but I like to avoid getting hit whenever possible, unless it's by one of those three girls, they can hit my any time.
    Yes, that's right ladies, I said beautiful, and as soon as I finish that roll of film everyone else will know it too, and no Miki, they won't know you're real name. I think I'm gonna drop off now, I think Raven might be making his debut tonight on RAW and I got some other stuff to do to the site. Good night all and pleasent dreams, know that I am on seriously unbalanced individual and go to bed.

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