It's finally here, my uncles wedding. I got a lot of stuff to do today, for example I have to go get my head fixed after the fairly good haircut Maegen gave me last night. The things I do to look sexy... right now I'm talking to my friends sister, who is basically telling me to go after Maegen, for some reason people just aren't content with me and her being friends. Then later today I'm going to have to finally tell my mother that I'm not going to the wedding without Maegen, which means I and whoever gives me a ride will be late. This is exactly why I DIDN'T want to sit up front or participate. I'm the kinda person that hides out in the background. Someday I'll find a girl who loves me, and she'll actually have balls enough to say it to me. Gonna drop off here so I can do some stuff. I'll add more after the wedding. I really don't think that my uncles wife thinks I like her, and I'm sure my being late won't help matters.
    7:57 PM... Okie dokie. Well I got back about 1/2 an hour ago from the wedding. My mother went psycho and said I couldn't bring anyone with me, so I decided to blow off the reception and just attend the ceremony. I went down to where Maegen works to tell her this, stating that as soon as I got back I would call her, around 7 or so. I did just this, but because my now aunt was 15 minutes late I didn't get home until 7:30. I called up Maegen to see what we could do. It turns out that she decided to make plans with her mother to go bowling with her and her mothers boyfriend. Which meant that I blew off my uncle, the one man left in that family that I love, and my aunt who probably now thinks I hate her, to spend time with Maegen because my mother ruined her plans and she decides to go bowling because I'm 20 minutes late. After all the shit I've done for her she couldn't wait a lousy 20 minutes, or even invite me to come along. Watch, tonight she'll run into one of the three girls I've found attractive over the years, talk to her, and tell me about it. Then when I say "Wow, that's great, too bad I wasn't there." she'll say "Well you should have asked!" god, sometimes I wonder why I bother... and then I think back to what she tried to do for me. She knows what it was, Sean knows what is was, and I know what it was, and that's all that matters... having written this I feel a little better, but I could use a pizza... too bad I don't have the money to waste on one right now... oh well. Someday Maegen will make this up to me. Maybe I should watch Smackdown! with Sean tonight... yea... I haven't seen the kid in a while... seems like a good idea... I'll do that.