Today
I got to go to work and move all the heavy heavy boxes. I had hoped to
get to do something afterwards with my friend, and called her while at
work to make sure we'd still be able to. When she answered the phone she
was definitely in tears which kinda left me feel sad the rest of the day.
I called her when I got out of work and she had someone else over so I
was unable to do anything with her. Oh well. Hopefully she'll call tonight
and tell me what I need to know, or at least what she was trying to hint
at about me and my other friend the other night.
It's only 6 so I think I'll try calling someone else. A cute someone, a
someone who is probably the best friend I have right now and my major source
of happiness. Someone who made an extreme sacrifice for me that I truly
wish they hadn't. If you haven't figured out whether this is you yet, then
I've got two words for you... Eric French. That should get you good and
pissed, and tell you whether you're the right person. I truly think that
I would be able to live a long happy life with nothing more than you by
my side, whether as a friend or as a romantic pursuit, it doesn't matter.
I'll add more tonight before I pass out, maybe even devote and entire section
to what I want to say to you when you're ready to hear it.