Well... I want to write about something... I don't know. I want to write a lotta lotta stuff. But some of it is of a very sensitive nature, and I'm not sure how the people I haven't had a chance to tell about it would take it... Oh what the hell.
    Fred is in love, yea, what else is new? Nothing really. It's the same girl he's been in love with for 6 months or so now, I'm so bad with time... yea, me and Becky are back in full swing, and nothing is gonna stop me from seeing her this time. For those of you who are going to try to take that as "Fred is going to move away" don't, I made a promise and intend to keep it. I'm not going anywhere for a long time (at least not permenantly). Yea, I'm saving my cash for some stuff now. First, I need to go visit Becky, because I love her with all of my heart, and no matter how hard I tried to convince myself I didn't I knew I was wrong. She means so much to me that when I was without her I just felt like nothing really mattered. I'd be doing something, and suddenly I'd just feel like being not there... just sit there and not care... like I was empty. Becky I can't wait to hold you in my arms, and look into your eyes all night, when I finally can do that I'll know what I was put on this earth to do, to be with you. Everything I saw today reminded me of you, I am so thankful to have you love me that I can't begin to express my feelings with mear words, I can't wait to be with you so I can show you how I feel.
    Second, I'm saving my money so I can pull off the fiendish plan of the century... visiting Lin with Marc and Kim. That will be by far the most intresting trip I have with those people, mostly because I'll never get into a car with Marc again afterwards. That trip will be SWEET! Especially if a certain someone comes to visit ::wink:: after all, Kim says I'm not allowed to date anyone she doesn't approve of. At least that's what she told me last time I had a girl that was intrested in me... wait... I didn't know Kim back in 1985...
    Alright, Kim, I'll be at the play, and Edith is probably gonna beat me while I'm there. Oh frickin' well. Guess what? That doesn't matter to me... I have a surprise for you too Kim, that is if we'd be able to do something afterwards, which I doubt. But if we can we're gonna have a blast.
    Becky, one last thing. I will never take you for granted, I can't stress that enough. I love you so much, and just knowing that you're a part of my life makes me feel like I can do anything. I thank God that you came into my life, and every day I talk to you I thank him twice, the days I don't hear from you I think about you all the time. I can't wait to wrap my arms around you and make everything alright.
    Oh yes... I almost forgot...

    Sean, you rock for what you just did. You da man! I mean that. Thanks for being supportive. That rules.
    Edith: Grow up. You act like I'm the dumb childish one, then why are you the one who is making it a point to make me feel like I'm an idiot for falling in love? Yea, like your choice was a good one. At least mine had a little more basis than carnal desire. I want to be with Becky, I love her with all of my soul. When I wasn't with her I felt like shit, and now I'm happy again, people have noticed it too. I haven't killed anyone this week. I feel good dammit. When Kim started dating Andy, I was like "Yea, that's a bad idea" but I never told her that, you know why? Because my opinion doesn't matter! Kim's happiness is the important thing and as long as she doesn't get fucked up by it, I don't have to kill anyone! There is nothing wrong with romantic feelings and following them, however what you suggested you do is fucking stupid and dangerous. That's all there is to it. Call me a hypocrite for doing something "stupid" if you want, but I love her, and nothing is going to keep me from proclaiming that every chance I get. No one is asking you to like it, but you damned well better accept it.