Alright, yesterday I hinted at a new dream, here goes... this one is a doozy, and will probably take a lot of the night to write about, and the odds of this coming true are 3000000:1, but it's worth a shot.
    First, I want to take my trip out to NY with Kim and Marc. Sure, it's not really financially viable right now, but dammit it's gonna happen if I have to end up sleeping in my car. That's the key point to my dream, cause it involves a week with two of my favorite people, even if Marc has to come along.
    Second, I want Sean to get off his ass and realize that he CAN write, and write well. Do something with that talent, or else you'll just waste away and end up like Mike, and none of us want that...
    Next, I want Becky to stop blaming herself for how I feel. That's bullshit, I made myself feel the way I feel. Yea, I love you, but you know what? I love a lot of other people, just because you don't want to go out with me anymore doesn't matter to me. I love you, as such your happiness matters, I can deal with it. IT'S FINE! I wish you'd realize that. Just cause I seem to be a certain way doesn't mean I am. I am cool with everything. I love you, stop beating yourself up over me, I'm not worth it. I'm really not. I'm like touched that you think I am, but I'm not.
    Next, I want my four home girls in Texas (Jenny, Kat, THE Shey-Shey and Erika) to figure out a way for us to hang out without me going to Texas, that would be FRESH! Those girls RULE, I mean what the fuck? Four of the coolest chicks I know and they gotta live in the one state I can't go to? That sucks major donkey, yo.
    Additionally: Heidi would do something to contact me, if even just to like sit on a bench and talk about shit some afternoon, I don't give a shit, so long as we hang. I'm easy going. That would be fresh.
    In my new dream I'm chillin' with Edith, just talkin' about all the stupid shit that people do to each other. Nah, fuck that, I'm explaining to Jordan why she's a small minded person for pigeon holing me just cause I hated school. Yea, just cause I'm an ass and have little respect for public education that makes me a bad person. It's too bad she has such a low oppinion of me, because I thought she was pretty good in the one acts, even if my home girl Kim stole the show by being all sexy and stuff.
    The last bit of my dream is the bit I want most of all. I want to go fly a kite with Kim. I don't care where, or when, I just want to do it. I think it would be fun and dammit I really love that girl. She's so damned cool, I mean check out that recent pic of us, isn't that the shit?
    That's it, the new dream. Anyone who wants to help make it come true, feel free, but I ain't holding out any hopes. I love all of you, take care of yourselves.