Alright, so I stole a line from the "Fatal Attractions" series, bite me.
    Yea, we're going to write about the death of my last dream, the last dream I had.
    Basically, it was Becky. It was me and her being together long enough for me to visit her, and to hold her close, and show her that I loved her. Hold her in my arms all night, just hang out with her where ever we wanted to go, and be together. That's all I really wanted.
    We all know that the dream was shattered about 1 month ago, when Becky left me. We all don't know the details, so I'll leave most of them out, but she hooked up with a guy named Aaron.
    Like a week ago, we were talkin', and she said that she loves me, so we kept talkin' for a bit, and the next night I asked her what the hell happened the night before, she said she didn't know and had a lot to think about, we kept talkin' about things, and I told her to follow the little voice, to which she said "the little voice says it'll never work, but my heart says that there's a chance" I told her to do what made her happy.
    The next day, I called her on the phone, and we talked a bit, after a while I said something about no matter what I'd be ok, and was on the verge of tears because I knew that I wanted her back, and in my heart I knew that she would stay with Aaron. So I guess when I talked to her yesterday, and she said that she wanted to stay friends with me and stay together with Aaron cause things were goin' great and she didn't see a reason to end it. I accepted, and it didn't hurt so bad.
     But yea, that was the death of the only dream I had left. Never mind the one about me livin' in an apartment with my best friend, never mind the part about havin' a killer girlfriend, it's all bullshit, and doesn't matter. All my dreams are gone. So what? Dreams are a dime a dozen. So what if I got my heart broken? It can soon be mended, it won't be the first time, and I doubt it will be the last. I would not trade those last 5 months for anything. Because I did everything of my own free will, and I will never look back on it with regret.

    Yes, there is a new dream, more to come later.