Alright, what to say, what to say? Well, Lin is off in France for the time being, so that leaves me with one less outlet. To Jenny: Thanks for doing you best to help me out given the absence of my home girl. Her job isn't an easy one to fill, even temporarily, so thanks for being there to listen to me, and to keep me from doing bad things.
    I miss Lin a lot, it's like I come home now, and I'm bored stiff because she ain't around. On the bright side it's made falling back into my old hobbies a lot easier, and I finally finished those three models that have been sitting here for 2 months. I think  before bed tonight I'll watch some Red Dwarf. Man I love that show.
    What else? Well, Kim signed my guestbook, and as always, that put a damned good feeling in my heart. Everytime I start thinking that lifes sucks, one of my friends does something to pull me out of the hole I'm in. Which is why I thank everyone for always being there for me, especially Sean, who I often take for granted, and I'm really sorry about that. I tried making it up to you, but you refused the damned gift, asshole (j/k).
    But yea, I think that does it for tonight. I'm really debating what next weeks song will be, I just really don't have any ideas. Something will probably come to me. It usually does, I mean "The Bends" was kinda a spur of the moment thing, cause it felt like it fit at the time.
    Oh! I almost forgot, I have a step-family now. My mother neglected to mention to me earlier that she go married when she went to Las Vegas. So yea, I have like step-siblings. Oh well, I just chalk it up to the downward spiral, I ain't letting shit get me down anymore. It ain't worth it. My grandmother probably isn't going to be around much longer either. Lung cancer sucks, if it wasn't for those "The Truth" advertisements, I'd be for banning cigarettes, but those damned kids are just too damned annoying.
    That's all for today, two updates in as many days, something must be wrong... or right...