04/08/2001
OH YEA!
Alright,
so that was misleading...
I
thought I should write another one of these, and I had a lot to say, but
now I've forgotten it all...
I
think I was going to mention how much Crystal kicks ass...
I
think I was going to mention how bitching Liz has been to me lately, it's
like crazy that we used to hate each other...
I
know I was going to mention how much I love and miss Kim, I gotta get a
hold of her this week, cause I really miss her, and she always makes me
feel better, and I know something must be on her mind about me, and I want
to relieve whatever it is.
I
know I was going to mention Lindsay, she is soooo the fucking shit. She
talked to me for 5 hours last night, and that made my weekend so much better,
I was actually able to get through today at work because of it.
Oh
yea...
I
was going to mention something that Lindsay told me...
She
said that since Monday I've become the old me, all easy going and happy
for other people and not nearly the pissy asshole I used to be. That so
fucking rocks. I guess it shows that I was wrong. When Lindsay used to
ask me what changed that made it so we fought all the time I said "look
back like 4 months and see what has happened..." I always thought it was
Marc... it wasn't Marc.
It
was Becky.
The
whole time I was with Becky I treated everyone else like shit, probably
because I got so much stress from trying to keep everything working alright
between us. I look back on everything, and I realize that the reason I
was such a prick was because it was so fucking hard to get her to tell
me anything. I mean I used to have to play 20 questions just to hear about
one thing that happened, and now she's bitching at me because I never listened
to her.
Also,
she said one of the reasons we ended was because I always talked about
other girls, those other girls are my friends, some of them I consider
family. I would mention how I spent time with Kim, or had a good day cause
I got to hang with Crystal, and mention what we did. Here I was thinking
that she'd want to know about the kind of shit that I was doing in my spare
time. WHOOPS!
Oh
well. All things end, I can deal. I just wish she wasn't over me so damned
fast, that really makes me feel like she loved me.
This
weeks song is "The Bends" which is a song about knowing you your friends
are, good timing.
Quick
shout outs:
Kim:
Can't wait to see yer play
Lindsay:
Can't wait to hear about England
Jenny:
Can't wait to talk to you again, you made me feel so much better about
myself.
Kat:
You just rock, no other way to put it.
Shey-Shey:
Seduce me, I dare you.
Crystal:
It's all aboot the cows, this summer I'm going to show you something that
will blow yer mind...
Liz:
Even if we don't go to Canada, everything is cool.
Sean:
Wyrd Sisters, yo.
Erika:
talking to a juggalette makes things oh so much brighter.
Heather:
Nice to meet ya, let's see what happens.
Kirsten:
Now that I know you read this, I'll have to be really careful...
Heidi:
Kirsten will probably make you read this, or vice versa, still wanna hang
out with you, and sorry for being such an ass when I saw you last time.
I'll make it up to you, I swear.
Edith:
Thanks for helping Crystal get a hold of me, that fucking rules.
Sarah:
BEHAVE!
Marc:
Good boy
Becky:
Good bye.
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