Aaaaaalright.
Let's see, where to begin...
Well,
I feel a bit better, but things still suck. From now on, if you read one
of these, sign the guestbook.
It ain't gonna take that much outta your day and shows me who read it.
That and it gives me better ideas on the song of the week.
What's
been going on? Not much. I got to hang with Joe, that was cool. Kim can
really frigging act, but we all knew that, and tomorrow night I'm gonna
go watch her again. She'll still be the shit.
Lindsay
and me fight, too damned much. I don't know why but for some reason she
just manages to push all the wrong buttons at all the wrong times. Sometimes
it's hard for me to believe that she looks at me as her best friend, maybe
it's because Eric was such a prick to me and I'm just afraid of repeating
the cycle... I don't know.
What
else? Well I went to the mall with Edith and Sarah, and had a pretty good
time. For the most part I had fun with them, despite the naughty thing
that Edith did. That and she ditched me, the first time was one thing,
the second I was really frigging hurt by it. Enough about that though.
I
talked to Kim today! I really love that girl.
BECKY!
I LOVE YOU! I really really really wanna hear your voice, but I'm afraid
to call you 'cause yer parents will freak. I love you so much, I want to
hear your voice, I want to feel your touch, I want to... better we keep
that between us... ::wink::
Sean
was my favorite wrestler... or something.
Um
yea, Song of the week currently is gonna be Planet Telex. That's all I
can think of...
Oh
yea. My grandmother has lung cancer (and has for quite some time now) and
my family has really been on my dads case about going up to visit her,
evidently she isn't doing so well. We're going up Sunday (whether I can
get out of work or not, this is my grandmother dammit). If I seem really
distant or depressed for any reason, this is why. I love my grandmother.
Life
has kinda had a lot of ups and downs lately. I really really wanna see
my baby, but damned schedules keep me away. BAH! Damned time always being
against me. Someday darlin', someday, I love you.