It's been a long day
for I miss my Kate
I keep looking for her
thinking she's only late
she never shows up
hoping it'snot ture
but she is really gone
and that makes me blue
I want to be angry
I want to yell at God
for he took away my friend
with a power unflawed
but something inside me
keeps me so quiet
all the pain and hurting
no more can I fight it
This is so hard
not to let my feelings show
I know what I need to do
I just just let 'er go
I hate this feeling
from the bottom of my heart
I should just let her go
and get a fresh start.
--Michelle
October 2002
One day you wink at me
and give me a sweet smile
you have continued
to flirt all the while
Now you've changed
and I don't understand
no more do you offer
the slight brush of hand to hand
I don't know what I've done
to cause this change in you
but whatever it is
it's making me blue
I wish that all people
could just be straight with me
instead of playing games
then everyone could see
all of the wonderful truth
and no more crappy lies
then, and just maybe then
there'd be no more sad in my eyes
--Michelle
May 2003
Clouds of orange and purplish blue
In the night's sky a scattered few
The sun set beyond the horizon
The night has finally won
I can hear the rustling of the leaves
In the gentle autumn breeze
A moment not meant to applaud
But to be treasured, straight from God
--Michelle
April 2002
I'm not sure why I feel this way
I'm so peaceful every day
It feels really great
Nothing that I'd ever hate
It seems so crazy
Maybe I'm just lazy
But no, I don't think that is right
All just seems so warm and bright
I've never felt this good and happy
But I'm not harldy sappy
I always seem to have a smile to give
In this way I wish I could always live
I'm so afaid that it will leave me
And I will not have my serenity
--Michelle
April 2002
