just trying

i don’t take up much space

not much at all and i

continue to take up less and less, anxious retreat, i smallen and

smallen but

i

want to take up space be a space taker shove and push and

expand

lean back laughing lazy throwing

an arm in the air spinning

my chair

but to expand, to turn one’s self, body, personality into

substance

takes courage.

am i

brave?