So I've been thinking alot like a really a whole lot, and thats not cool. I dont know what the fuck to do right now. OK, so heres the deal: i cant stand living at home right, so i should move, but im scared to move, and I need to go to school but if i move out i wont be able to afford school......so whats a girl to do. i dont know. I've gotta move out cuz this place is driving me crazy. but yea.....i dunno. i just dont know.Tonight im venting and going to get my tounge pierced, so that'll put my job search on hold for a lil bit. Whatever its life i guess.
8-06-02 1:21am
Fuck that shit. Nate section hate was wroking and he wouldnt do it! like i am so pissed right now cuz alex was like i wrok mondays and tuesdays, when he should have said i work mon. and tues. till 6. So i guess ill go back tomorrow and see what good old alex will do. hopefully i'll work to my advantage. On another note with the time that i spent not geting my tounge pierced melissa, christina and i had a fucking blast. I really dont know what the fuck it is but im always such a giggly girl around them. but its fun. and i raced a few people and i dont know why but is so high school but i do it. im a dork
Ouote of the night: " Here hold these i have to get my gears ready!"
Song: " My neck, my back (insert sex breathing) , just like that"
8-07-02
No tounge piercing. Fuck that. Fuck my anatomoy. I dont wanna have sugery just so i can get it done. so just fuck it i guess. I dont know maybe ill get a lip tattoo, maybe i wont, maybe ill go to school, maybe i wont, maybe ill move out, maybe i wont. decisions.
08-10-02
Boreing. that was my day. I applyed @ the orpheum place. im taking a break from school. thats all i know.
8-11-02
I LUV when my mommy takes me shopping. hehe
Jul and ash went with me to the garage tonite, it was their frist time seeing Ten Dark Years and i think they enjoyed their selves. Ash did like the amout of sexual content but hey whatchya gonna do. they were also upset jakey and jerad didnt show them any love but like i said wtf ya gonna do.