Not A Man

What is a man? Whatever one is, I found out yesterday that I AM NOT a man. Yesterday, I was in a situation in which I had to run or face grave consequences. So I ran away. But as I thought about it, I remembered all of my friends who did not run, but chose to face the music. And the situation was not so serious that I had to run. I showed my weakness and cowardice and betrayal to my friends, and lost their trust. I pray that I can have more confidence in myself as a man from now on.