<$Info about Me$>
What time is it?: 3:00 am
What is the date?: May 31,2003
Why are you filling this out?: really bored, and my baby is in bed sleeping. Hopefully shes having wonderful dreams.
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Full name: Torrie Marie Hughes
Do you like it?: uh..it's okay:)
Nicknames: Toe, Tor, whatever name my baby decides to call me
If you could change your first name, what would it be?: I have a kick-ass name
middle name?: i wouldn't change it
Age: 20
DOB: March 12th, 1983
Height: 5'8ish
Hair color:brown
Eye color: brown
Where do you live?: Lafayette, LA
Do you like it there?: def. NOT
Why/Why not: Its just not for me
Where were you born?: Lafayette
Astrological sign: pisces
Shoe Size: 10
Grade: College
School: New Horizons, but I want to go back to ULL just for the hell of it.
GPA: huh? psh
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Number: 6 and 24
Color: blue
Car: My next vehicle will either be a wrangler or a Tacoma
Season: Fall
Holiday: christmas and my birfday
Month: march
Day of the week: Tuesday/Sunday - bowling league nights
Grade so far: Psh
Sport: Bowling, Track, Basketball, Softball, Flag football
Class: PE was my favorite class back in HS
Teacher so far: My coaches kicked ass
Candy: If i could still have candy it'd be snickers
Food: chicken tenders
Fruit: strawberries or apples
Veggie: umm...
Dessert: ice cream
TV show: Queer as Folk
Radio station: 92.7 93.1 94.5 102.5 104.1
CD: my "tracy chapman" cd and my kelly clarkson cd
Movie:Better than chocolate
Actor: John Cusak
Actress: Clea Duvall
Song: Tracy Chapman - Wedding song, The Promise, At this point in my life
Kelly Clarkson - Miss Independent, A moment like this, Whats up Lonely, Missed the train, Beautiful Disaster. Beu Sisters - Only 17. JUstin TImberlake - Rock your body, Cry Me a river. Various country songs when i'm in that "country" mood.
Word: nuh uh
Phrase: I got that/it
Animal: Penguin
Flower: I don't really favor this department
Clothing store: I can not wait until December. I will be in the Gap, Abercrombie and Fitch, Hollister, American Eagle. Yes I decided to go preppy when I get all the weight off
Article of clothing: Polo shirts and jeans
State (that you've been to): I've been on the East Coast and To Canaduh
Ice cream flavor: Cookie Dough
Breakfast food: Egg Whites
Way to have fun: Filling out stupid surveys like this one :D
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Me/You: you
AOL/AIM: aim
CD/Cassette: cd
DVD/VCR: dvd
Radio/CD: cd or mp3z
Slow dance/Freak dance: slow dance, its about all i know how to do
Jeans/Khakis: jeans
Jacket/Coat: jacket
Leather/Pleather: ew. none:)
Sparkles/Bronze: None
Sexy/Hot: Hottt in Herrreee
Car/Truck: Truck or JEEP
Civic/Acura: civic
Corvette/Camero: Camero
Strong/Weak: strong
Upset/Pissed: upset
Tall/Short: tall but not too tall
Lunch/Dinner: Breakfast is better
Abercrombie/Hollister: I don't know ask me this in December
Gap/Old Navy: I like both, but old navy supports larger sized people
Nsync/BSB: Nsync
Britney/Christina: Britney's body, but Christina's music
Love/Lust: love
Gone In 60 Seconds/The Fast and the Furious: the fast and the furious
Inside/Outside: Inside, but outside if its cool
Lipstick/Lipgloss: lipgloss but i don't wear it
Silver/Gold: silver
Piercings/Tattoos: piercings
Football/Basketball: basketball
Thunder/Lightning: they're both scary..none:)
This/That: this
Do you get along with people easily?: Im shy
Why/Why not: I don't know..I'm a nice person;)
Who have you known the longest?: my family
Who do you dislike the most?: People who judge people
Was your crush/bf/gf a close friend before you liked them?: nope
If you were the opposite sex, which member of the same sex (as you are now) would you date and why?: I got who I want ;)
Most likely of your friends to be on America's Most Wanted: ker
Most likely of your friends to be on a reality show: ker
Most likely to be a stripper: Ker :D
Who is the most like you?: Ker
-*-*LoVe n ReLaTiOnShIpS*-*-
Do you have a bf/gf?: yep
If so, who?: - Moooooorgan :D
If not, do you have a crush?: I had a crush, but it all worked out
If so, who?: refer to the previous questions
How long have you liked your bf/gf/crush?: ;)
What about them do you like so much?: personality
Do you miss them (if your not still together)?: Shes in bed sleeping, but I miss her. I won't get to talk to her much today because she has werk and shes going out to meet all the grrlz :( hehe
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If you could take back one thing you did, what would it be and why?: a lot of things.
Do you have any regrets?: oooh yeahh
Last thing you said: Told Morgan good night about ten thousand hours ago
Last song you heard: Kelly clarkson - beautiful disaster
Last person you talked to: talkin to jeff right now on mIRC
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What are you doing right now?: taking the survey
What cd is in your cd player?: Kelly clarkson
Are you cold?: No i'm comfortable
How are you sitting?: In a chair, not so comfortable
Is there music on?: fo sho
If so, what song is it?: Kelly Clarkson - Just Missed The Train
What time is it?: 4:01
Where are your parents?: Grandma is sleeping, I had to go turn off her machine
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How old will you be when you graduate college: haha at this rate never
Are you going to get married?: yeah hopefully
Although you cant tell who you'll marry, is there anyone you'd wish it would be?:I promised Ker she could be the flower grrl
Are you going to have children?: I want to adopt.
If yes, how many?: couple of girls
Wat will you name them?: I don't know maybe Kallie, Taylor, I haven't really given it much thought, but i'd like to keep my middle name in there some wheres
What kind of car will you want to drive: Tacoma or a Jeep Wrangler
What kind of job will you have: Network Administrator
-*-*HaVe YoU eVeR*-*-
Drank: oohhh yeahh
Smoked: yeah
Skinny Dipped: no
Been followed, ect by the police: Nope
Been to a party busted by the popo: nope
Done drugs: heh
Stole: why steal?
Met someone off the net: yeah
met them in real life?: yep
Been in a fist fight: i got jumped back in 8th grade. But I didn't get in trouble because i was a starter for the schools basketball team. But I got a good lick in.
Punched your sibling/parent: no but i have a tendency to throw things at my grandma
Wished you'd die: yes, too many times.
Tried to commit suicide: several times
Broken a bone: hah..no
Driven illegally: haha yeah , but at least i had my permit
Thrown things at your: grandma, wall, yeah lol
Runaway: yeah well all depends on how you look at it
Filled out a survey this long: no
-*-*HoW wOuLd YOU sPeLl ThEsE*-*-
Sean/Shawn: Sean
Desiree/Desirae/other: Desirae
Megan/Meghan: Meghan
Nicole/Nichole/other: Nicole
Mark/Marc: Mark
Eric/Erik: Erik
Ashley/Ashlee/Ashleigh/other: Ashlie
Morgan/Morghan: Mooooooooorgan.... thats my baby's name *muah*
Jackie/Jaqui/other: Jackie
Caitlin/Kaitlyn/other: Kaitlyn
Shelly/Shelley/other: Shelly
Carey/Carrie/other: Kerri
Vick/Vic: Vick
Darren/Daren: Darren
Derek/Derrik: Derrik
Bryan/Brian: Brian
Nikki/Nicky/Nicci/other: Nikki
Christina/Kristina: Christina
Zak/Zack/Zach: Zach
Gina/Geena: Gina
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Do you right in cursive or print?: cursive
Are you a lefty, righty, or ambidextrious: ambi
Do you have any piercings/tattoos?: yea
If so, where?: ears
If not, do you want any, where?: i want my toungue done..but....
What do you think of Eminem?: I was really into one of his songs... i forgot which one though
Is Tupac Shakur really dead?: um yeah..duh
If you could live anywhere else, where would you live?: If all goes well Texas next yr.
Do you drive?: yeah
Do you have braces legally or glasses?: i'm getting braces
Like milk and cookies?: Eck Milk = gross
Ever worn black nail polish?: yeah i was into that phase once
Girls, what color nail polish do you have on?: none
If you could have a 6th sense, what would it be?: read people's minds
If you have a magical power, what would it be and why would you want it? Umm..I'd like to take away my regrets and fix them:)
If you could be invisible for a day what would you do?: Follow my baby around and hold her
Do you do things even when your parents say no?: hah yeahh:)
What is your favorite song to "rock out" to?: Simple Plan - Addicted
Ever taken anything from a hotel?: yeah..duh who doesn't
besides the free stuff? yeah
Did you talk to your crush/bf/gf today?: Yeahhh I got to talk to her today. But I don't think i'll get to talk to her tomorrow *tears*
If so, for how long?: most of the night
Do you think this is stupidly long?: no. it's keeping me occupied:p
Did you like it?: suree:)
Why/Why not: gave me something to do
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What time is it?:4:13 am
What is the date?: umm..Still May 31st 2003
Why did you just do this?: i had nothing better to do
<$Info about the quotes page $>
Alright, I have waited long enough to start a quotes page. But I can't do it the way that I had planned. I searched for a way to do it the way i orginally planned. But anyways, Post your quotes on the comments section and I will post the quote on the quotes page. But the quotes page can't happen without YOU . So Post them quotes!
<$Damn Yahell $>
Blah blah blah! Damn Geocities and Yahell. Wouldn't let me sign in this morning. So I was like whatever and I went take a nap. Didn't suceed in the napping area because my phone kept on ringing off the hook. It was probably morgan. Sorry baby, but I was tired tired. Because the Internet pissed me off. So i woke up around 4ish. Went to Circuit City to get the parts I needed to finish fixing my computer. I'm thinking about moving my website to another domain. Geocities just doesn't give me enough room. I want my own domain name too. But I don't know what that would be. Maybe www.slysi20.com I don't know.
Trying to stay entertained
<$Cuddling with Taco$>
I woke up this morning fairly early. Wrote Morgan an email. And cuddled with my dog. She was being extremely affectionate this morning. I almost went to walmart this morning, but I decided not to. I will wait until this afternoon. Hopefully I'll get to talk to Morgan. I hope she feels better. Its times like this, that I want to be there and just hold her. But i'm here, and shes there. Well only for another week until I go to visit. I can't wait, its going to be awesome. I think I will try to get a haircut sometime next week because its just getting too out of it. I am trying to let it grow from the whole shaved/spiked haircut. But i'm just not used to it being like this. Its like ahhhhh. I just want to cut it again. But I told my grandma i'd let it grow. I can't wait until December, that is when all this freakin weight will be off. Then i'll get to go clothes shopping. The only problem that i'm having, Is deciding where to shop. anyways off to my apointment I go. Will write more laterz.
Don't I look like I woke up in a good mood :)
<$Pic of my Morgy$>
Isn't she just so adorable?
<$S' Been awhile. $>
Today hasn't been an interesting day. My motherboard came in today. dropped the computer at mandy's house. Damn thing still didn't work. I need a new power supply and a new hard drive. So I fucking called it a day and will fix the POS tomorrow. Came home to talk to morgan. And thats what i'm doing now. anyways i'll write more when i think of more - laterz
<$Grrr.. I didn't want to wake up this morning $>
I struggled to get out of bed at around 7:45 when my alarm went off. Did what I had to do to get ready, then went to my apointment. I was just like no I don't want to see the scale. It showed that I was up a pound. When she asked what time i finished eatting and drinking last night i told her it was around 10. She was like well you should come weigh in at 10 from now on. She measured me, because we measure on wednesdays. I lost 48 and 3/4ths inches. So *Technically* I should be down 24 pounds. But she said because of the medication instead of dividing by 2, you divide by 3. So I am on track, nothing to worry about. I am doing great. She said the pounds will eventually come off, and thats all that I needed to hear.
<$Comment area finally added$>
I finally found a place to host my comments for my blog. Its through blog something, I forget the name. I am thinking about upgrading to the pro version. It all depends on how many people leave comments. Its no use upgrading if no one will leave a comment. SO LEAVE A COMMENT damnit lol
Up next for the site, is a quotes page
<$Blah blah blah etc etc etc$>
Today seemed to fly by. I think it was because I slept all day. I vaguely remember anything of today. Except that I talked to morgan for a few, but before i knew it I was passed out in my bed and it was 6:30 pm. I'm doing nothing but sleeping lately. I blame it on my medication, and beings bowling is over i don't really have anything to do. Well I take that back. I have a test i need to study for, but don't have the motivation.
Last night was so horrible, I don't really feel like talking about it, but I guess I will. My mom is on this kick of moving out of her apartment. She has a nice apartment. Her friends are there, and shes only paying 67 dollars a month for rent. Then Tina wanted to come burn a cd. That was fine, but it just took forever for her to get here. I had taken my medication so i was really tired. I get a mean message from tina. I was just like psh whatever.
That brings me to right now, I just got back from my cousins house. I had to pick up my laptop, and things. My mother board comes in tomorrow. psh overnight delivery my ass. I have no picture of the day, unless someone took a picture of my lazy ass sleeping all day.
Also, If anyone has any suggestions about making my website better feel free to drop me a line in my email. Email Me Morgan gave me some really great Ideas, thanks baby! I'm going to put up a quotes page, but i'm going to allow visitors to paste their own quotes. In other words, adding your own quotes. Website still has alot of work, but it'll get there eventually.
<$Morgy's quote to me$>
""it doesn't matter what you look like, whoever loves you is going to think you're beautiful no matter what. ~Rinne Logsdon "
<$Quote of the moment$>
"I'll always be a step behind you, in case you were to fall, I'd be right there to catch you"
<$My day today !$>
Today was an.. Okay day I guess. Instead of staying inside the house being bored, I went to the park for a few to get some fresh air. It was a low vibe day. I don't know why. I've just been sad throughout the day. I am just so ready to get out on my own, and out of this small shelter of a room. I have so much stuff it seems like a dorm room, rather than a room. Two computers, Two dressers, Two desks, entertainment center, bookshelf. All crammed up into my 14x14x room. When I grow up - yes grow up because i'm still young. like by my 40's. or possibly before. I want to have an awesome house with big rooms, big yard. but yeah, today was a low vibe day. The only thing that didn't make it a horrible day was that Morgan called, and that was great. Here are some pictures I took today. I decided that once a week I will archive my blog. It will be under the archive list for all to view if they really wanted to. That way I don't have to feel guilty about writing so damn much.
<$Which Evanesscense song am I!$>
My Immortal.
Your Lyrics
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
What Evanescence song are you?
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<$Isn't this the truth!$>
At least 5 people in this world, love you so much they would die for you.
At least 15 people in this world love you, in some way.
The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you.
A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
You mean the world to someone.
Without you, someone may not be living.
You are special and unique, in your own way.
Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you.
When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world.
When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it.
Always remember complements you received, forget about the rude remarks.
Always tell someone how you feel, then they'll know.
If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they're great.
<$The Blogging Continues$>
I slept the day away today. Worked on my webpage. I think its comming along nicely. I am very proud of it. I got to talk to Morgan tonight. That kicked ass! Guest book is up,Message board is up, and my webcam is up. Additions will be added on daily. Um. I'm kinda tired. So I think I'll go to sleep now. See Morgan i'm in bed before 8 am :P So yeah yall have a nice night. And morgan if you read this before you go back home, I hope you have a safe trip back. *muah*
<$Well Good Morning Torrie! $>
I woke up at 5:30 This afternoon. I am amazed at how late I slept. Then again, I was awake until 8 am this morning working on my page. Morgan called me around 11ish. I faintly remember the conversation, because I was half asleep. It was still awesome to hear from her though. I think we need to rearrange our plans for when I go, because fathers day is in June and shes going back to Memphis for fathers day. Fathers day doesn't apply to me because I am about to write off my dad. Thats a whole nother story withen itself.
Taco is almost as lazy as me.
<$I'm a Blogger!$>
Now that I got my blog all set up, I can write in it. Yay! for me! past few days have been really great. I met morgan on yahoo while I was breezing through the chatrooms looking for someone to talk to. It was her screen name that caught my eye. I have a thing for stars, and so does she! I looked on her profile and I saw that she was into softball too. I was like double score! So we got to talking and everything. I had called her that night. I was like wow, this grrl is awesome! We have alot in common. We both developed a crush for each other. Its very weird, because I never had anyone care about me. Morgan seems to care. Not only about me, but my health also. I am going see her for approx a month. Thats IF she can tolerate me. LOL. But I think we are a good match. Even though she wants Texas or Arizona to win the WCWS, and I want either UCLA or California. I was sad that Oklahoma lost.
Me being cracked out at 6 am.
<$My Thinking Chair *MWahhaha*!$>
This is my *thinking* chair. Mwahaha. j/k. I was just extremely fascinated with this chair. Its been in my back yard for ages. I love photography. You will be seeing lots of pictures that i have taken in my blog as well. MwahHahha.
<$My first Entry!$>
I found a super cool template for a blogger. It was even more kick ass when it worked! I had trouble sizing my picture. I spent hours trying to decide if i wanted to keep my deadjournal, or start my live journal. This way i think I can let those who I want to read my journal. I think i made the mistake and posted my journal so everyone could read. Some people got offended at what I wrote. I don't write to hurt peoples feelings, its just a way of me dealing with things. I am truely sorry for those I've offended in the past with my journal. Again I was not writing to hurt anyones feelings. But obviously feelings have gotten hurt