| Untitled By: Me Published in the anthology Inspirations |
| There's a feeling inside I can't quite describe. And odd sensation that takes over me Whenever I get close to thee. Even when I'm not around you, You're in every thought, everything I do. The way you smile, what you've said, everything about you embedded in my head. When I'm alone, I think of our times together. All the feelings we shared in letter after letter. And how after you left, my world became blue Because no matter how much time goes by, deep in my heart I'll always love you. |
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| My Secret Love By: Me |
| I've got a little secret, one I'm sure I cannot share. It just simply can't be done 'cuz I'm sure you wouldn't care. I like you so much, and I wish you'd like me too. Yet I ache for your touch when I know it could never be true. So I force myself to believe that I never liked you anyways but when I think about you, still I grieve because in my heart we never parted ways. |
| Could This Be Love? By: Me |
| What is this new feeling? This one that feels oh-so-new. And it all happens everytime I look at you. Could this be love? My heart starts pounding, Racing faster and faster. As I stand there, not knowing what to do, I wonder Could this be love? I open my mouth, trying to tell you. But the words never come out, They're stuck in my throat. Could this be love? You smile at me And my heart melts. I forget all I was told About your easy change of heart. Could this be love? I stare into your eyes, Deep into your soul And as I lose myself in you I wonder yet again Could this be love? You hold me in your and we melt together And form one. As I hear you tell me you'll love me always, I tell myself This has to be love. |
| Problems Solved By: Me |
| I can't believe it you said When you found me there dead. A teenage girl with no problems? Or you thought I had wits to solve them. Well that's what you get for thinking. Lost in thought, not knowing I was sinking You didn't realize my life was shit and it's your loss now because of it At first I thought I could deal but, finally, life lost it's appeal Wishes for happiness battered Dreams and hopes tattered All Goals ripped apart While most saw a girl happy at heart. No one helped, no one cared although my problems were never shared The hatred abd anger all grown The thing to do was already known. |
| Happy At Last By: Me |
| As I peer through the darkness that engulfs my life The only light that I see is the glint of a knife The truth. The future. The way out. The way to get rid of problems I could deal without. Without a thought, my grip on the knife tightened My whole body excited with desire, not at all frightened. The voice in my head yelling "Do It! DO IT! There's nothing in this life for you, not shit !!" Into the skin the blade began to sink All the while, I did not move, not even blink. The happiness of leaving overcame the pain "You're finally dead" my body told my brain I layed there and bled for a long while And for the first time in awhile I began to smile. |
| Another Chance By: Me |
| I wondered what I had done as I layed there in pain The blackness. Convulsing. What's up with my brain? Maybe my view on life was all wrong But now I'd know death in not too long. As the light around me fades and my life passes my by All the things said and done, the memories make me cry. Oh how I wished I hadn't doen this Even if my life before was not exactly bliss. All I want now is another chance To be happy, to laugh, to dance But now it's all slipping slowly away. And I'll never again see the light of day. |
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