| Silence |
| 3/11/02 |
| The silence is deafaning All the thinking caused is maddening The only words are no more Constant shaking whats it for I could stop it for a while after i'll be on trial All theese cruel thoughts What other release have i got? Can't continue to deal Wishing this pain i couldn't feel The mental pain over whelms me The physical is something to see Sitting in a room alone Wishing access to a phone The silence is deafaning The thinking cuased is maddening The urge must fight The action isn't right The only noise Music in the back round I hear what i feel...why cant i be found! The tears Maybe for fears I won't be a disapointment again I may be needed by a friend Just can't take it I need a new security blanket I need to focus on one thing My first thought...as long as i show control isn't happening Mind like a storm cloud Trying so hard..some one should be proud Control slowly fading Waitin Concentrate On the face Dissapiontment and sadness in the eyes I sit here alone and silently cry Trapped in silence Resist all violence The silence is deafaning The thinking cuased is maddening No more What's all this for Can't scream aloud I hope some one would be proud |
| i honestly can't tell you why i wrote this but i did and im board and had time to type it so it is here |