| This is a very important thing here parents are funny people and i am almost positive they are people so yes people it is any way. I know they all mean well in what they do I just wish they could mean well but know how far to go. Some parents think it is rather amusing to go through they're childrens things that is ok i guess when they're children are children and not working on 16 thats when it get riddiculas. They should learn of a simple little thing called trust it goes both ways and once it is broken well were all kinda screwed now aren't we? Honestly if you want to know something ask don't snoop what the hell is that about. I do not know but what I do actually know false acusations really piss teenagers off because after acuastions comes meaningless punishment. Yey lets have our curfews moved up a few hours cuz they think (key word is think) we go out and do drugs! I don't get it all i know is that if this continues some parents won't like me any more than they already do cuz i can only hold my tounge for so long but hey who cares im just a child....Bullshit I'm a child! Children tend not to have they're minds cluttered with meaningless shit like why am i here , my life is piontless, i mean nothing to every one. I mean they always complain when were not home (after they wanted us to get social lifes) and then when we are home...NOTHING we do nothing it is completly and utterly riddiculas i don't believe it I mean come on you want us home and then you don't do anything with us when we are home! what the hell!!!! we always have to explain our actions to the parents but do the parents ever have to explain why they wanted to kill themselves when they wer younger (and they tell us) or why they thought it would be smart to go out and do a shit load o drugs or go out and drink??? I will explain and answer when parents explain and answer it is bullshit and they know it.. they try to justify themselfs by saying its for your own good. it's not for our own good 1 screw up and now were all criminals!!! explain... it makes no sense and it sure as hell doesn't make dollars either. If parents want us to talk to them shouldn't they be a bit more open and shit like if i were to tell my dad hhmmm lets see "hey dad im sorry but....( oh i dunno what would be bad)...but I can't deal with anything so i tend to....(shit im not gonna say sumtin that true i'd be dead!)" you know what forget it i'd be dead if i told the truth about some stuff anf it would even be all that bad this is more of a rant but yea who cares i don't.but basically all im saying is parents need to remember what they were like other wise every one will end up hating they're parents i know i could do with out mine although they have started trying but its kinda to late missing elven years then another 4 well geeze that gonna be a hell of a relation ship lets try when things get bad and then quit again.....doesnt work like that guys wether they are they're in the flesh or not doesn't really matter it is what that flesh does!!!if it just gives orders or falls alsleep on the couch and maybe say a occasional hi how was your day or i love you type thing it doesnt work.....Its the bad things that teenagers do that stick out in parents minds and the bad things that parents do that stick in the teens........even if one of us puts in a little extra it won't matter cuz some one will make a mistake soon and it won't matter....why wont it matter because parents want kids to be better kids want parents to be better we all want the same things just in different ways if we could talk (and when i say talk i don't mean the parents sits and yammers for a few hours and thinks it all sank in) i mean the parent and the kid talk in civil tones see civil tones is the catch there i don't know many adults that can keep civil tones when i am perfectly calm and we are talking about my latest screw up or what ever.... im not an angel far from it niether are my friends or my parents but we all deserve a little more credit than we get... im told im taking to much and shit and that my parents just give and give and give....HAHAHA thats some funny shit i do little things just like my parents they want to go out i baby sit i want to go out they say whatever i mean a ride every once in a while would be nice considering every one i know is a few miles away but whatever that would be taking to much... they think i don't notice things i notice allot but if i say something parental agitation may take place....i dunno i dont care all i know is that i dont do drugs and i dont drink 2 things i was lately accused of dont get me wrong i dont have a problem with either of thoose but i dont take part in them because theese brain cell may help one day and well alchol that is not something that i want on my breath when i get home because well it smells pretty bad but yea i dunno i was accused of doing something that i didn't even fucking know what it was i mean honestly im not a bad kid thats just what i want people to think its the "cool" thing or at least it was and its an image i can't shake but PARENTS SHOULD TRUST other wise why should we trust if parents aren't trusted do you think we would tell you if something bad happend and we actually needed to talk or if something good happened and we wanted you to know but didnt know what you would say.... i dunno... when you go home proud you did something like my report card not at all good but not tottaly bad i had 2 b's 3 c's and 2 d's they only paid attention to the d's and c's who cares i got my highest grade in english!! but hey im a stupid kid what do i know i dont deserve respect i dont deserve trust and i sure as hell do deserve a little freedom.......... but parents do??? that doesnt work i dont want to hear that you did the things i did!!! especially if your going to punish me for making the same mistakes you did!! i dont need to be punished all i need if for some one i know cares to be dissapionted i never remeber why i was grounded when i finnally get off all i know is i thought it wasnt deserved half the time you parents want some truth....i do many things wrong on a daily basis but all it takes is for one person that i TRUST (oh look that word again) one person i trust to be disapionted in something i did...guess who doesnt do it again or at least not on purpose....Im a big frogger fan only its real life frogger where im the frog and then we got all the pretty cars i played frogger saw a few dissapionted faces no more frogger for me!!!! thats what would happen if i did drugs thats what would happen if my friends did no one would allow it.....uummm yea pretty much its funny what i hear....me and my freinds go out and do drugs on our advntures thats the only reason we go to the park the only reason we go to chris's house and the only reason we walk so we can duck into the woods and get high as kytes!!!! hahahaha its real funny especially since none of us have money for that shit none of us want to waste our money on that so yea im sorry guys but thats your problem and mine sadly so yea give us some credit were not just a bunch of stupid fucking kids we have minds of our own and we dont really play follow the leader i play follow the smartest person in the group and no harm shall be done!!! so yea this will make me not have some parents hate me for a lil while but i would much rather have a semi civil chat with a few people but i doubt it will happen cuz im just a stupid kid that knows nothing! :) cheerio |