People Fucking Suck
Ok heres the deal this is me really fucking pissed or pretty damn close... i was going to put up some california rants but this one really needs to be here..... people fucking suck i took sammy's title cuz its true.....not just random people....people i know and not just family that bothers me .....now its moved on to a few "friends" i would hope they knew who they were but theyre oblivious and prolly dont... im not going to say names although its really damn obviuos....i mean ditchin people and shit yea it bad its not as bad if like you made plans and just didnt invite some one yea sure i guess thats understandable almost not really but sorta you know....but when you make plans and then fucking blow some one off do to sumtin else well fuck you then...yea youll say im sorry im really sorry i didnt know..... and you'll give i shit fucking load of excusses......but i dont care about your sorry ass excuses and i dont care if your sorry cuz youll do it again damn it......lets apologize and cry a bunch and do it again do everything we just apologized about and cryed about lets do it all over again...... thats bull jive and you know it....... i mean seriuosly......do people mean that little.....the usage of people isnt right people are living and have feelings contrary to popular belief....if nothing "gets" to us chances are we pretend not to care a lot cuz we are sick and fucking tired of it ...... people mean nothing to you unless they can give you somthing .......i miss my friends i miss em a lot...... but it seems only a select few have the "time" to keep in touch and theyre the ones that honestly shouldnt have the time... cuz they work or have other people that need the computer or what ever.....the people that talk to me shouldnt have the time in theyre day to do so but they manage to find the time even if its only a few minutes i mean all i want is to know that you guys havent forgoten me and still want me to be your friend or what ever but yea......thats just a bunch of excusses to isnt it i dont have the time... im never home..... my computer sucks.....i dont doubt it but the people that talk to me dont have the time prolly dont have the best computers either or what ever but yea.....people make excusses to validate themselves when they know damn right they have done something wrong ........ excusses make everything better....my ass!! they make things worse and piss me off more... reasons are better real valid reasons...like i broke my fingeres it hard to type if your hands dont work..... my mom needed the computer is a good one to but the people that dont talk to me they have computers in their rooms!!!! wow isnt that funny............you know how i am but dont seem to care enough to make things right.....you know how other people are.. and the same thing....im in quite the perdiciment here....some friends are all sad cuz otheres are being loosers... yea prolly is a bit harsh but i dont really care cuz what your doing is harsh to......if your going to make other plans at least cancel the other plans......instead of blowing people off......yea every ones gonna miss me i dunno i kinda thought that would make you email me a bir more i understand phoncalls are expensive but no one seems to care its all about you isnt it.... forget how other people are feeling....i mean fuck what the hell is wrong with you...your best friends right?? i mean you say so any way and you apologize and you cry and you dont know why your doing this to your best friend but you do it again in a week WTF! im not taking this any more when i get back you listen and change or i leave....fuck i might not even wait till then yea some of us like to make test for our friends why dont i jump on the band wagon seems thats what most people do theese days forget the people we leave behind lets all do this and leave them out!!! yea shit loads of fun.......again WTF.....i dont understand i would enjoy hearing the excuses but at the same time i just dont care.....chances are ive heard them before.... the group has fucking gone to shit and i dont like it the group we were all to gether or not together now its let have theese 4 people do this and leave that person alone......i dont like what im hearing... i dont fucking like it at all..... and if it doesnt change...no one will be happy when i get back cuz im mad and i dont get mad at my friends all that easy and when im mad shit........you just dont want to be there cuz god only knows what ill do......i dont like seeing people get hurt but thats what im seeing and im to fucking far away to change it....when i get back if it doesnt change itself.......damn you guys have one hell of a problem.....ive tried giving little hints and saying you should try and dot this but know one listens to me unless im loud and damn it when i get back im gonna be really fucking loud!!! but you need to get over yourselves cuz uhh not only are you hurting your self but your hurting other people....people im really attached to and that doesnt happen....i really dislike what your doing and you will not be happy when im done damn it..........you might read this and say wow shes mad good thing its not me or sumtin but it might be you and your just being to thick to notice it.....i dunno it just flat out riddiculas you know what your doing is stupid but let all do the same thing.....what the hell our group is known for being different no one was the same... but now i can name to people that are being the same every one had a different personality and different thingsd they liked not any more now we got a lil tiny group thats to good for the outsiders........and you know what fuck you thats riddiculas and you damn well know it.....the groups been torn appart and your making it worse we already lost one if you guys dont chill were gonna loose another and when that one goes so do i an di know ill be bringin people with me and then there is not group just a few people making asses of themselves while we luagh cuz your being pricks!!!!!!!!!!! im really not happy with you guys i mean iv knownone of you since at least january and the other since about last summer maybe like the fall and your both opposite what you were!!!!!!!!!!i dont understand help me understand plaese im begging you make me understand.....i do a good job of listening and seeing your sides to everything.....but im not do dure you do that with me cuz i get excusses thoose arent reasons they are excuseses!!!!! no more of this pansie ass shit i dont want to hear about it the more i hear the angrier i get ive gotten over the fact that your to"busy" to talk to me....understandable i guess im pretty far away you know other coast and all.....but the fact that your to busy to do stuff with the people that are right there!!!!! NO I THINK NOT!!! ive never been to busy for any one and i was never home either i always made time to talk to every one i could no fail if i had your number or email you got email from me every few days or a call every day or every other day...........even if i was busy with other things.....i know what your new excusse would prolly be......we wont go there......you shouldnt be doing that shit and you dmamnwell know it and its hurting you i know at least one of you want to make somethin of your life but this tottaly isnt how to do it i wish you would understand that......both of you could do somthing but you dont want to niether of you have much reason for it not much you need to escape from....your parents give you really late curfews they dont require you home all that often but still it makes you feel better doesnt it......some people do stuff to clear there heads but yea you have nothing to clear!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean fuck thats just riddiculas you need to chill......think about it ......see the people your blowin off theyre easy goin and shit i wouldnt let you blow me off if i were theyre then what would you do????huh what exactly would you do!!!! just cuz people are laid back and such doesnt mean oh lets walk all over em they dont care and theyll always be here fuck that were all gonna leave you cuz were tired of you leavin us then what your gonna say im sorry :'( i never meant to hurt you:'( dont go we'll miss you :'( boo fucking whoo how do you think we feel empty promises i love them i have a necklace with a ring on it im not even sdure it means anything any more the neckalace has a monkey hear no evil i know the one with speak no evil that part i still believe but you there with see no evil im still not sure anymore.....i mean there is nothing i hate absalutly hate more than anything and that is empty promises.......theyre fucking great... i just dont understand i prlly wont understand but if you have excuses or "reasons" throw em at me i soooo want to hear them...no joke..i unlike my unhappy friend like to hear the excuseses the excuses give me somthing to luagh about cuz half the time theyre compleatly invalid but they make you happy and make you think that you have made me happy.............i just want you to know i miss you any way but if you leave me the chances of me coming back are slim cuz i dont like playing little lost puppy dog any more...im tired of being a looser for people to walk on......im a person i have feelings i dont show them cuz well thats not me normally i show my anger and i show when im happy but ill never show you how much you hurt me and other people wont show you that either i mean hopefully by now you know who you are and you know who im talking about and if you actually figured it out try to fucking fix it for god sakes your not the only people on the planet and we dont worship you and we wont come back at least i wont and if you hurt some one enough they prolly wont come back either cuz your promises mean nothing to me any more and your apologies are just crap to its pointless what your doing and what your doing to other peopel its pure bull jive and i best not hear about it any more after you read this cuz well i dont want to listen any more im not going to be understanding unless yourt going to be understanding.....but im gonna end by saying ive asked you both "are you gonna be my bestest friend forever and ever and ever....."you say the standard yes i say promise.....followed by the standard promise ive asked that of prolly 5 or 6 people i only believe 2 of them at this piont...i know stupid question to ask were just kids who knows whats going to happen in the futer......my response if you dont know dont answer......... |