"Fragmented by Fiction"


by Chris Luth


Charles Cornwallis sat at his desk in the newsroom of the Brooklyn Bugle, the second largest newspaper in New York, in the United States, in the entire world behind the New York Times. He had turned in his story for the day, a terrific interpretation of the strike of local newspaper delivery boys for the Times. It was front-page material for three reasons. The story slighted the Times, which the Bugle editors would do anytime they could. The story was also written by Charles Cornwallis, the greatest young star of the paper, probably of all journalism, to whom the Bugle�s marketing team attributed nearly a half of all sales of the paper. The reason Cornwallis was this huge was the third reason that his story would be on the front page�it was first class prose. Cornwallis was known as one of the nosiest, most dedicated reporters in the city. He could get a scoop, an insider, or an interview on almost every story of any significance. What was more, though, was Charles�s ability to write. His writing was some of the greatest ever seen in a newspaper, and even rivaled some of the greatest fiction writers of all time.

Charles was a physically imposing man. He was very tall, and had broad shoulders. His body showed something of the will that was within it. He had the ability to raise his voice so that it echoed and could be heard by everyone in the newsroom, over the ringing phones, the loud conversations, and the incessant typing, but he also had the uncanny ability to lower his voice to a soft level, giving the person he spoke to a sense of security, a sense that he was saying, by his tone of voice, that �this will always be between just you and me.� This tone of voice earned Cornwallis many raises for breaking stories early on, and also earned him many enemies, all the victims of his sonic subterfuge. Cornwallis had a hard face but a soft smile; he kept his brown hair short and business like, but always kept a three day beard; his chin rounded softly, but his eyes stared cold and cuttingly, able to transfix anyone by their gaze; he may not have been handsome, but he exuded an air that made him attractive to every woman he meant, even though he had a fianc�e, who was walking up to his desk now. �What a crock of bull,� she said, laying a copy of his latest story on his desk, fully edited. She always took the time to edit his stories, but he never paid attention to any of her advice. If she were good enough to help, then she would not be writing 200 word columns for the metro section, she would have climbed the ladder.

"We don�t talk here." Charles face was stern.

She misunderstood his meaning. �Don�t worry, your secret�s safe with me,� she consoled. People credited Cornwallis as having prose that rivaled many great fiction writers. What people did not see about Cornwallis was that he was one of the world�s greatest fiction writers. Since his first few years in the business, when he was an energetic and genuine cub reporter, Charles had lost his relationship with the truth. Facts had become fragmented with fiction. His ability to write superceded the importance of truth in his articles. It started with a change in a few quotes so that they would fit the flow of his story a little better. Soon, Cornwallis figured, if he could quote the interviewee better than they could quote themselves, why even interview them. Cornwallis began to fabricate answers, and even to skip interviews and just make them up. Pretty soon he was able to write a story he was covering in Louisiana, about the exclusion of underprivileged families from water supply when reservoirs began to run low, from the desk of his fianc�e�s loft apartment, where he usually escaped to hide when he was fabricating an assignment. A few times, Cornwallis had even been able to completely make up stories�only insignificant ones about the New Jersey State Fair or a fire in Queens�without anybody catching him. That was the best part too, that nobody caught him. It made his fiction so much more exciting to think that everybody thought it was the truth. That is fiction writers� dream, to have their story become real, in some way, and it is the ultimate for it to become absolute reality.

Charles's fiance, though, had misunderstood him. Since they began dating almost a year before, they had agreed to keep their relationship �strictly personal,� even though they worked in the same newsroom. To her, it meant that they would not show their affections in the newsroom. To Charles, it meant more. He was the greatest writer at the paper, and he was better than to be seen with a low-level copy person who drafted her own stories, hoping some day to become a writer. There was a hierarchy in the newsroom, and it was important that Charles, with his elite status, not be considered weak for fraternizing with the lower class masses. Charles loved his fiance absolutely, personally, and would do anything for her, as long is it had nothing to do with work, or at the very least would not be patent to the other people in the newsroom. He could not risk any of his status. �I�ll email you,� she resorted to, once she understood that Charles in no way wanted to speak to her. She went back to her desk, and Charles secretly awaited her email eagerly, and thought about the �crock of bull� on his desk, covered in red. He glanced at the sheet and tossed it in the briefcase�it was safer to shred it at home than risk someone finding it in the garbage here and seeing a key to his lies in the editing notes. He was proud of his latest invention. He had taken the liberty of writing nearly two thousand words, around half a page, because the story was so exhilarating. It was an invention of the labor talks between the Times and its delivery boys, about how the Times had walked out on negotiations after the deliverers had agreed to nearly all of the paper�s demands because the deliverers refused to deliver the early edition tonight. The chief negotiator for the Times had been quoted by Cornwallis, saying, �We don�t need anyone to deliver the paper if they don�t want to. Our readers will walk to our printing factory if they have to, because our newspaper is that important. The delivery boys should feel privileged to carry the times in their trucks. The Times is an icon, and I�ll be damned if a few union hardheads will keep people form reading our paper.� This may have been true, that people would walk miles to read the Times, but it probably would not be true after many of them read this article, Charles prided himself. He especially liked the touch �delivery boys.� It made the Times executive seem like just that much more of a prick. This whole breakdown in negotiations, though, was false. The paper and the union had agreed to recess negotiations for a week when they came to a stand-still, but nobody would report that, least of all the Times, who would rather not talk about its failure to get its paper out to the public. The Times may try to refute his claims, but no one would care, because Charles�s article had already hurt the paper�s credibility. Cornwallis was safe.

"Please stay," Charles's fiance pleaded of him. "It's only that I don't want to sleep alone tonight. I promise I�ll let you rest." "I know," Charles told her, �I know, but I want to be at home tonight.� He had been having a wonderful night, but it was almost midnight, and simply wanted to go home.

"Then let me come with you."

"No. I want to read the early edition anyway," Charles used to finish the discussion. Charles knew that she was aware when he read he did not want anyone around to disturb him.

"You arrogant ass. You know it was a good article. Are you curious about how darkly it printed or something?" she mused.

"The Times. I could care less about the Bugle tonight. Besides, I heard your piece made the cut. Why would I want to read a paper with such obviously low standards?" Charles smirked. His fianc�e punched him softly in the arm, and he grabbed her and hugged her tightly. �Good night, call me tomorrow,� he said, and turned to walk out the door.

"If I can't sleep I'm coming over," she called after him, but the door was closing behind him, and Charles was rushing down the stairs. He was excited to see the New York Times�s latest efforts to best him. It may have been a better paper, but no one was better than Charles Cornwallis. Charles rushed out of the building and across the street to the all-night newsstand where he often bought the early edition of either the Times or the Bugle when he was at his fiance�s. "How's the Times tonight, Jack?" Charles asked of the attendant, when he noticed him reading the paper. "Mmmm General it's practically intoxicatin. That lead story is some biiiig news," Jack told him. Jack always called him "General" because he shared the name with the hero of both British (for winning) and American (for losing) history. For a man who worked at a newspaper stand, Jack was a pretty knowledgeable gentleman, and wise too. Charles could remember many times when he left his fiance�s apartment very upset, only to make it as far as this newsstand, where Jack enlightened him for up to an hour, and Charles would trudge back upstairs to fall in love again. �It seems some writer been doing sum�n� foolish. Been doin� the carn�l sin, been lyin'. Jack told him. Charles often could not help himself from wondering, like Henry Higgins, if Jack were only given power over his language, if he would not be a much more successful man, for all his brains. Jack at least could be a writer for the Bugle. Charles could speak from experience, it was not difficult to catch on to.

"Sounds like a very bad man," Charles feigned, pretending to admonish the lying writer. "Jayson Blair," Cornwall's scanned form the article. "I know him. He sure was a weasel. I never trusted him either, to be honest."

"I ain�' gonna trust him ever again. And sos you know, some young gun in a tie to ol� for 'im dropped off these papers," Jack alluded to Charles's front-page story. Obviously, the Times had resorted to delivering its papers via the copyboys. Priceless. Anything to make copyboys lives more miserable was Howell Raines, the Times editor�s way of doing things. Even though Charles had never worked for the Times, he naturally had friends on the staff, none of whom were too enthralled with Raines. "I guessed right, then."

"Mmmm hmmm. 'Tween you and this Blair cha�acte�, doubt I ever pick up the Times again."

"Try and keep other people from picking it up, too Jack. Make an excuse for me, though, I gotta read up on Blair. How long is that article?" "Four page," Jack nearly marveled.

�Well, I guess I should walk home then. Take care, Jack,� Charles handed over a few bills and walked off.

"You too, General. Thank you much."

Four pages in the Times meant serious business. Either Blair did a lot of things wrong, or the Times just wanted to make an example of how sorry it was for misguiding readers, Charles guessed, and guessed further at the latter. Blair only worked at the Times for about two years, if Charles remembered correctly, and even a conman like that could not get away with four pages worth of lies in two years. Cornwallis, who had worked at the Bugle for seven years, and had been lying for only about five, would have to admit that his interpretations over the last two years would only fill one and a half pages, maximum, and he had come up with a lot.

Blair was quite a conman though, Cornwallis had to admit. He had even managed to fool Cornwallis a few times. Back when Charles was editor-in-chief of the Maryland University Newspaper, Blair walked in as a freshman in the second semester of Charles�s senior year, and immediately took off. He was well like right away, and even Charles felt charmed by Jayson. Jayson under pressure was quite a different story. He was just as good of a con under pressure, able to lie just as easily as ever, but also proved to be very unreliable, disappearing at the worst times, and usually right when his article was due. Jayson was ambitious and charming, Charles recalled, but had a problem with responsibility. He showed promise as a writer, but Charles doubted he could make it as a journalist. Still, though, Jayson could fool anyone into believing he was a journalist if he had to. Strictly out of interest, Charles kept a completely personal relationship with Blair, meeting him for lunch every few months to check up on each other�s professional progress, and sometimes to go have a few drinks when one of them broke a big story. Jayson was a nice guy, even if he was a liar.

It turned out that Jayson had lied on nearly half of his stories since October, and someone from San Antonio had tipped the editors off to his creative journalism. It was amazing that the editors did not realize it earlier, though, since Blair had kept a correction rate of nearly sixteen percent for the past year and a half. Sixteen percent was ridiculous; SIX percent was ridiculous, so sixteen percent was almost ludicrous. Charles had read Jayson�s stories because of their past relationship, but had never noticed anything about the corrections. Cornwallis himself hardly ever needed correcting.

Charles actually had sensed a bit of fallacy in Jayson�s reporting before. Back during the D.C. sniper case (during which Charles was breaking the only other news around, he felt), Jayson wrote two stories about the investigation that were refuted by the U.S. attorney�s office, one during a press conference called just to refute the story. That situation, in the least, was fishy. Charles never knew how deep Jayson�s lies went, but he knew they were there; now everyone did. Jayson would need help, Charles knew. He had a history of cocaine and alcohol abuse, especially when times got rough for him, so now he would especially need his friends. Charles decided he would call Jayson the next day, as he finished the article, or what he would read of it. The first two pages were the only valuable part, about what Jayson had done wrong. The next two were only about how sorry the Times was over the whole mess. The last two pages were not worth the time, and Charles had just arrived home.

He walked upstairs and into his spacious four room apartment. He checked his mail and read the two new messages. One was from his fianc�e (�i miss you already. lots.�) and one was from his editor (�We have important things to discuss. Come in on time tomorrow.�). The second message worried him, primarily because he would have trouble waking up at seven A.M. to be in the newsroom on time. The message sounded important, so it meant he would need to get to sleep. Charles prepared for bed, brushing his teeth and setting his clothes to take to the cleaners. He set his alarm and climbed into bed. But Charles could not sleep. He kept thinking about Jayson, feeling sorry for him. More than that, though, Charles worried that he, too, might someday get caught. It was something that he did not think about that often. He used to think about getting caught in his lies all the time, and consequently he never slept. He had trained himself to never think about it, and suddenly the thought of Jayson being caught came back to him. Yes, Charles�s and Jayson�s stories were different, and Charles felt that he was a much better liar, at least in print, than Jayson was, but there was always that nagging worry that someday his career could be ruined too. Ruined by some no-name editor at a nothing paper in Texas, or even worse New Jersey.

Charles was above that, he was better than to be called out by some unsuccessful editor stuck at a small time paper. Besides, Cornwallis�s editors should trust him anyway. He had sold many of their papers single-handedly. Unlike himself, Charles�s friend Jayson was expendable to the Times. The editors would surely take Cornwallis�s word over anyone else�s; they had been accepting and printing his lies for years. Then again, the Times editors should have trusted Jayson. Jayson was practically like a son to Gerald Boyd, the managing editor, and because of that relationship, a lot of the blame could be put on Boyd for favoring Blair too much. Cornwallis was careful never to become too friendly with his editors. Indeed, he acted with superiority over them, often failing to return their phone calls and dictating the time of the meetings. Even though he was not the superior, Cornwallis had the authority in the newsroom, and the editors would follow him on anything. Wouldn't they?

Charles would never get caught anyway, so it did not matter, was his attitude. Jayson was an all around conman, but Charles was a con just in the news. Except for his work, where he shunned his fianc�e and looked down on almost everyone, Charles was usually an honest and kind person. People liked him because of this. If any of his stories started to look suspicious, people would just assume that Cornwallis was telling the truth, because he was �a good guy.� That was the way Charles had it all planned. Whereas Jayson lied too much and got sloppy, Charles was usually honest, and people would think of him as such. He was just as skillful a liar as Jayson, even better, but never told so many lies that he would get caught up in them. Jayson was a con. Charles was simply a liar. Or at least that was the attitude Charles had trained himself to have.

Nobody would point out any of Charles�s lies, anyway. Nobody could, he was too careful. Jayson had plagiarized, and copied from other reporters. Cornwallis never did anything that foolish. He never copied from anywhere else, and when he did fabricate a story about an interview or about a person he met, no one cared. Most of the people were just happy to get their names in the paper, or happy to think that someone cared about their situation enough to write about it. Whether the writer lied or not did not matter. Besides, it was the common view in the American public that journalists are liars anyway. No one was surprised to see quotes altered or even made up when they saw their name in the Bugle, or in the Times. Jayson was not caught on this for so long for the same reason, that every American journalist lied as far as the public was concerned, so every patent lie was overlooked. Charles was only trying to keep his job, anyway. If he had not written good prose, he never would have kept his job. Unlike fifty years before, today journalists were college graduates, taught how to write by Pulitzer Prize winning PhD�s. Recently, American journalism had covered the facts with the prose, and the quality of writing became much more important for a young journalist to succeed than the quality of truth in the story. All Charles had done was take the trend one step farther and fragmented the facts with fiction. He was right to only be following the pack, wasn�t he? Jayson was a completely different story, Charles told himself over and over. Jayson was black, and that made all the difference. If Jayson had not been black, Howell Raines would have never promoted him so fast and given him third and fourth chances. Had Jayson been just another white reporter, he would have been kicked out long ago, and would never have begun lying to get caught.

"You see it�s simple logic. If he hadn�t been black, then he wouldn�t have gotten caught," Charles suddenly began to speak aloud to himself in bed. I'm not black, so there �s no way I can get caught."

"That doesn�t make any sense,� he responded to his own faulty logic. �It is lying that we have in common which would get us both caught. Maybe I started lying for different reasons than being black, but lying puts me in the same volatile situation as Jayson. Imagine if I were caught, and brought on trial, and I defended myself with that logic. What would they say?"

"And what would they ask?" he continued to dialogue with himself. "Surely they will ask me that terrible question: Why lie?'" Charles used to think of this question all the time, when he first considered lying to take the easy way out. Soon, though, he interpreted the truth. The question was not why lie, but rather why tell the truth. If he told the truth, he would not be able to tell as fantastic of stories; he would not be able to make such strong social statements; he would have to travel so much more if he told the truth; he would not be able to stay in New York and make love to his fiance on his long assignments around the country; he would not be front page news if he told the truth, he may not even be back page news; if Charles Cornwallis told the truth, he may not even be printed�he might not even exist. Telling the truth was not worth all of those risks to Charles. The obvious answer was to lie, and lie he did.

Charles enjoyed the thrill of the lie, too. He was always excited thinking that he might get caught, though always assuring himself he would not. He liked to think of it like a football stadium at halftime, and everyone left the dome to get fresh air. The first half interested them, and they anxiously await the second half. All the fans know that the second half will start fifteen minutes after the first half ended, but no one outside has a watch. They all depend on each other, thinking that eventually one person will have a watch and will know it is time to go back into the game, and after the first then everyone will follow. Since no one knows what time it is, though, no one ever is the first one to go back in, and the fans are doomed forever to wait outside, depending on each other to eventually see the rest of the game. Charles thought of his situation like that. He thought that everyone was outside his door, waiting to come in. They all stood outside, no one being the first, because no one knew the truth, that Charles was lying, and if no one knew the truth, then they would never come in. Eventually, maybe, someone would realize, and would come in, and then the whole world would follow to come in and watch Charles�s game. Everyone would watch Charles Cornwallis, fragmented by fiction.

This thought always amused Cornwallis, and he stood up to fix himself a drink, and hopefully to bed back down and fall asleep. He had a double shot of brandy, and climbed back into bed, rolling over to fall asleep. And someone came in his door.

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